tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56249151229509580852024-03-05T18:54:11.148-08:00sheep's lifeSHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-53155470350704098062011-01-02T21:37:00.000-08:002011-04-11T12:09:00.845-07:00it about time to changeHaiz another new year this years turn to 20 year old already ! Really feel like 一事无成!just like rubbish ! Fuck my life ! Feeling lifeless ! This week just get a news that sungai wang fotokem gonna close that mean is my job is not steady again ! And i just realize i work so long at fotokem every month about 2800 salary i dun hav save a 100 riggit before in every month ! And still got around 3 month i need to pay insurance for my car ! But sales for now damm fucking slow ! everyday i cant even find 30 riggit (IN) ! Haizz if keep on like that im gonna be mad ! So now i just praying everything gonna be better a bit ! That all i hope ! <br />About like 3 or 4 month i dun hav chat with her so i though that im already giving up but my mind just cant make it ! Everyday i go to facebook the first thing i will automatic go and stalk her profile see her every single status and comments ! Maybe this is the problem i still cant let go bah ! Some times i really hope that i have a gf to accompany me and listen my problem and everything ! But it seem like so hard for me ! Am i worst untill like that ? not even got any chance to get a girlfriend ??? BIG QUESTION MARK ! Mouth saying single is better but the fact is im fucking awful ! Sometime just feeling that im so lonely ! need find a people to accompany also cant ! Alah forget it just be alone !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-59684336370277106382010-08-22T09:29:00.001-07:002010-08-22T10:18:17.740-07:00update updateWuhuu finally get my car is a gen-2 i call her as felicia ! although is second hand but i still like it ! Cause is i use my own money and buy ! not those rich guy who call they parents buy for it ! emm i bought this car about one month ago , but actually got a bit problem with the absorber but i need to save sum money only change it ! And started the new job actually this job is just like a sale man although is tired but learn a lot of thing about sale . This month ntg special happen except that day wai yew birthday . That morning go to bank open account then go find my old fren puven have sumdrink at station one ! Untill 6 go back home wash my car then do my other stuff ! Untill 8 rush to wai yew house but on the way the tires pumcik then call my fren to help ! After change the tires then go back home take other car ! On the way to tenji ,ken lee and i drive fast then suddenly one motor go infront of my car ! Then i keep horn, go down the car ask the guy APA HAL DENGAN KAU NI ! then he dun hav say anything just one punch on my chest then show me his gun and police ID ! WTF stun already then he say i drive dangerous then bla bla bla ! Lastly he say luck you still young if not i sure bring you back to breakfield police station ! FUCK you ! Then really no mood jor on that day ! <br />And then today get a phone call from the old company they call me go back work with them and be the supervisor ! But i just started this new job only now you call me go back to work ????? Now you make me more fan lar ! Two olso almost same salary ! fan ar ! Need to think again !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-83887368317147138332010-06-24T12:01:00.000-07:002010-06-24T13:03:32.799-07:00haizzEverything is not in my control ! FML my car untill now is delay and delay dunno when only can get it ! And i do need a rest for travel to beach or sumthing else but need to work so even family trips i olso dun hav go except the thailand hat yat trip ! FML<br />And the other thing is i smoke more heavy leh ! Every time i get stress or suddenly that thinking her i will keep on smoke and smoke ! now i almost one day one pack ! haizz !And im going to change my job i dunno is a suitable for me anot ? But i hav to try ! This job is intro by chew ping , he told me that if i working hard one month salary will get 2000++ so i think is a chance for me ! Although is not easy but i will try my best ! And maybe after i get this job my life will be more under control , there is not shift just only 10 -10 for everyday but nvm i think my life already gone since i start working ,so except work there will be nothing at all for my life ! Now i doing every thing is it just for money or my future ?? Myself olso not so clearly ! I really jealous about those studying life ! Maybe you all will say is nothing to jealous about but at least you all saturday and sunday is free can hang out wif fren for awhile or do wat ever you wanted to do ! For me i hav no time in weekend i need to work ! Is been a year i hav never enjoy my weekend day ! haizz <br />And one thing i really wan to shout it out i hope that got people will share my secret but there is no one haizz ! <br />So now i will shout it here and let you all see ! This is about her if you know who i saying ! I really dunno how to explain and dunno how to say ! Im trying to not to think about her and not to care about her a things ! But i just cant do it , every night when i open facebook the first thing i will do is go to see her profile and see weather she online anot ! When she online-ing i was like wanna or must chat wif her but i had control myself already not to disturb her ! And told myself that i will never had a chance , and untill the day i dead olso never had a chance ! But i really hope that to know more about you and just can be like a good fren or sumthing else ! Just please that at least care about me ! I knew that you told me that we two are impossible , but at least can make a good memory for me mah ? FML I OLSO DUNNO WAT THE HELL IM SAYING !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-20827764064350943342010-05-04T11:32:00.001-07:002010-05-04T11:57:47.193-07:00long time dint update my blog already !It been a long time didn't update my blog already ! cause is lazy too updated plus nobody want to see it just like im talking to myself ! But anyway just type to updated to those hav see my blog de ! <br />Emm this few month is ntg special in working just i wan to get my car fast as possible cause im bored wif this job ! I planing to hav a new job is a sales ! But because of my father he esok lusa esok lusa untill now my car olso dunno can get anot ! And he always told me that economy is not good then blablabla call me to do this job first ! Dun so fast go to do sales ! haizz untill now i olso dunno how to do ! Now all i just hope that my car can fast to get it ! <br /><br />17 april 2010 <br />MIST is ok ,ken lee frens sux ! that all ! :/SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-16007195085927979872010-03-10T11:57:00.000-08:002010-03-10T11:59:39.999-08:00MY HEART IS DIE-ING !<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizkgMctRHOF67j7NZeovqfbsKO61w9FEnsMgg_8s5N53O9R6mWhZ3A8cruG8GJCP9EU_ioYF_ILSMfJTzNGW3-OTy03F8GQA2YruouEGjGHRwBQupGjx1IJ9duQvdd7rHit2jqi3CG_ZuJ/s1600-h/heart-break.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 335px; height: 350px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizkgMctRHOF67j7NZeovqfbsKO61w9FEnsMgg_8s5N53O9R6mWhZ3A8cruG8GJCP9EU_ioYF_ILSMfJTzNGW3-OTy03F8GQA2YruouEGjGHRwBQupGjx1IJ9duQvdd7rHit2jqi3CG_ZuJ/s400/heart-break.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5447097315948916674" /></a>SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-11216123889679775502010-03-01T08:02:00.000-08:002010-03-10T11:57:47.929-08:0027/2/2010<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgd3LAjd6jYN7of5g-ODFmKFPLBGCLrVxN3qVynkNovIzJmQyJvuoHMeMg20CsnVicwiAai_MyM1JF4-s0MjJQ5Zl2AOuF1ax79My2WK44L1AlzJhD8Vf6u1dZqcoTuy7sRS_hzM6hyrtf0/s1600-h/659911.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 301px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgd3LAjd6jYN7of5g-ODFmKFPLBGCLrVxN3qVynkNovIzJmQyJvuoHMeMg20CsnVicwiAai_MyM1JF4-s0MjJQ5Zl2AOuF1ax79My2WK44L1AlzJhD8Vf6u1dZqcoTuy7sRS_hzM6hyrtf0/s400/659911.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5443721042559246002" /></a><br /><br /><br />Today i should work full day but then dun hav so much people in the mall so can go back early ! After work i straight away go to the shop and get the ferrero flower it for pei jie birthday present ! After take that then rush back home take a shower then rush to fetch ken lee cause today hav a show to see but i olso never know so much about that band it call da mouth ! So 8 o'clock we go inside the opera after 15minute that band haven come out so i go to toilet then walk walk ! when i inside the toilet i saw a guy inside the toilet making up ! When he making up he sawing me then seem like wan shake hand wif me but i dunno who is him so walk aways ! After around 9.30 that band only come out so ( da pai ) , then when the band come out on the stage i only realize that i meet that guy on the toilet was one of the member his name is tong hua (DJ)of da mouth ! =.= i told my fren my fren say wtf ! lol so dun care lar after the show is around 10.30 then go back to ken lee's house for steamboat then still making my card for her cause still got a bit haven finish although already make so many day ! Then after finish all thing include my breakfast at 11pm sumthing ! Then go to ajimal yam cha cause i still need pei jie sms me see whether she back home already anot ! But then i wait untill 12 sumthing i sms she dun hav reply so suan lor ! I straight away go to her house to giv her , but when i reach her house her father say she not a home so i just giv to her father then go away already ! Then at the time i olso dunno how to explain my feeling cause i do so many thing actually just wan to see her but haizz dun wan say already ! Luck still hav my heng dai accompany me after i giv the present to her father , go back to ajimal nearby play firework then dai gei ! Untill 3 sumthing go back home giv my father scold because i so late back !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-76227975124174545962010-02-21T10:15:00.000-08:002010-02-21T11:10:32.970-08:00chinese new year 14/2/2010-22/2/2010lian 30 day <br />Today is saturday i sleep untill 1 o'clock then wake up take a bath then eat my breakfast then go out to midvalley wif my bro for shopping and masuk stock for chinese new year ! Around 6 almost finish everything we wanted then go home ! After go home suddenly forgot to buy gam ! So my mom call me go out buy , then i drive out wahh the first time sri petaling like no car at all ! So fast fast buy then go back home for my dinner ! After dinner play we relative arround 11.30 they all go back home cause need all need to go back home for bai bai ! So after 1 finish bai bai go to lee shen's house for gamble ! Untill 3 o'clock we need to move out leh cause leaw family 4 o'clock need to go to airport for they family chinese new year trip ! So left me ,waiyew , park leng and ken lee then we all go to ajimal yam cha ! At yam cha time ken lee said he got a lot of firework inside his car ! lol still wait wat ? 3.45 go behind the ajimal field play our firework ! play untill 4 sumthing then go back home ! <br />chu yi <br />wake up at 11 very tired already then go down stairs to take my bonus then hav a breakfast then wait untill 1 sumthing go to my grandparents house ! Starting boring then untill 4 sumthing go back home my family all suddenly wan go to jungle tracking wat the fuck so i say i was tired not going to follow ! lol left me home alone then keep calling fren see who is bored at home ! wtf everybody olso busy so nvm stay at home watch horror movie ! Then 7 o'clock go out for dinner untill 11 sumthing go to out wif that three guy olso ! play ours firework at ajimal field first then change to wai sek gai untill 1am starting bored already go to yam cha and wait for kah heng and other come ! After kah heng come go to park leng house for gamble lol ! dun wan say park leng already lose money again ! We play untill 4 sumthing then go back home ! <br />chu er <br />Lol Wake up at 2 cause really tired then my mom call me 3 o'clock get ready to grandfather house to bai lian but i havent eat anything yet so nvm lor ! I told her i going they wif papa cause my father olso dun wan so early go ! lol untill 5pm go we only go there untill 6o'clock we go for ours dinner ! On the way going ken lee and park leng olso call me go for club tonight ! lol sure on lor ! Then after finish dinner arround 8 go back home take a bath and rush to ajimal meet them ! We sit on there chui sui untill 10 straight away go to kl maison ! Untill there 10.15 wait for jason they all come ! Around 11 o'clock go in the club again dun hav people so wait untill 12 they are a lot of people coming inside but all is guys + is gay ! lol gay in the club wat the fuck so we just sit on there and see those gay at the dance floor dancing ! Untill 2.30 go out nearby mamak yam cha ! this night i dun hav drunk at all ! Then go back to sri petaling play firework untill 4.30 zzzzzz ! then go back home ! <br />chu san <br />wake up at 11 is was so so tired but need to work so no choice ! Untill 8 o'clock fong gong , go back home take a bath go to park leng house again lol ! gamble untill 3 sumthing then yam cha ! <br />chu xi <br />I was so tired so sleep untill 2pm + no work so nvm ! Then go accompany my auntie for shopping and then dinner ntg else ! today was a good night cause dun hav go out !<br />then chu wu and chu liu olso the same after work go out to park leng house gamble again ! <br />chu qi <br />dun hav work actually my fren plan to go out but then i dun wan cause today is my auntie last day at malaysia she need to go back new zealand ! So morning help her pack up and do other stuff untill 6 then fetch her to airport then olso accompany her untill 8 then go check in ! Then go back to my grandparents house for fetch my brother then 10 sumthing go back home ! after go back home then i go out wif wai yew wing shing and ken lee for yam cha ! Then go to wai yew house to play untill 3 go back home ! <br />chu pa <br />Today was a damm bored and fan ! 1 o'clock then go to ken lee house play untill 3 sumthing go to kuchai for ours breakfast then go zone-x dai gei ! untill 6 o'clock go back home for dinner then my parents they all go for movie so i at home stay untill 8 o'clock ken lee sms me say go his house again ! =.= so seem i was so boring then go lor ! I 10 o'clock reach ken lee house then wait for lls ,llh ,kang wei ,and park leng come ! Then go to ken lee house chit chat untill 12 go to wai yew house again ! start ours gamble then untill 1 sumthing ken lee brother call him go to one place so i didnt follow straight away go back home !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-37222630222682380412010-01-22T09:40:00.000-08:002010-01-22T09:48:55.231-08:0031/12/09-23/01/10Long time dun hav updated my blog already ! cause quite busy now a day and tired ! <br />Let say about new year eve it was fucking bored lar ! Cause i after work then rush back home then change all stuff go fetch wing shing and lee shen ! cause we had a dunno wat party at subang plus we all dunno how to go so call ken lee wait at sunway ! shit after we pass the toll start traffic jam already ! So we almost waste about jam at the sunway almost an hours so change plan go to sunway front door count down ! Then after find parking just rush down to the car cause still got 5 minute already new year so rush to the front door lucky we are at the time ! so just lepak lepak on there then find park ling they all ! And that night a lot of people go clubbing wahh cannot tahan but we wear short pants and slipper so cant go in ! Around 1.30 go back traffic jam again so go back to steven corner arround 2.30 suan lor ! then yam cha at there around 3.30 go back home ! WAT A FUCKING BORING NEW YEAR EVE ! <br />Then the other day olso normal work ,yam cha , eat ,sleep then ntg else ! sien !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-82238669077148847822009-12-28T11:09:00.000-08:002009-12-28T11:42:01.169-08:0024th eve !Today actually wasnt my offday but dunno why suddenly other stuff say need to change offday ! lol so good that day is christmas eve and 25 i work noon shift so won't miss this chance go clubbing ! So at morning be good boy stay at home untill 7 then ken lee come to fetch me and other ! So straight away go sunway for ours dinner ! Then go out to buy ours stuff standby go inside for clubbing ! Then we at the opera wait for park ling and sum guys ! But i olso get a shock i though that we only hav below then 10 person come but then one bye one keep coming untill 20 person ! lol but when we on the entrance already starting count down already a bit dissapointed that cant count down inside the club so never mind ! Then go inside alot of people so park ling say go up stairs for a look but when we went to up stairs is just like a pub ! So wait for park ling they all find table after that they found it it cost them 30 buck lol ! Then when i and other go down and see where the fucking table , lol really cant see it just like a small small table for two person but we have 20 person how to squezy in a table like 5 *5 wan ? so dun care lah ! Then the 5 bottle of black label come already shock 20 person 5 bottle ? sure drink untill so blur wan cause sum of them dun hav drink so much especialy kin meng ! Lol Then start our cazy drink wing shing the first guy drop down it just only 1 am or less then that he already blur jor then park ling chee huang kah hong and sei khai try to pull him up but cant to heavy so the pouncer ( dunno how to spekk that) come and take him out to the entrance for sit lol really rugi ! So after that i olso drunk dun remember wat i hav done ! I just remember when i went out the club sitting on the entrance floor that time really blur and i olso dunno why i take out my phone and sms peijie a stupid msg ! @.@ really sorry i doesnt mean to do that ! i olso feel so regret that sms you ! suan lar ! go back to the topic so we blur about 20 minute after they all find all of us ! Then go to the mamak stall then i olso dunno wat happen already just remember a mamak stuff come and scold us say that ' tempat ni untuk buat business bukan untuk vomit ' lol then we sit a while then go back home !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-25231235223342055502009-12-08T08:21:00.000-08:002009-12-15T08:01:43.223-08:00hell night6/12/09 <br />tonight is eric sister wedding day so i 6 o'clock after work straight away go back home though that can catch up wif ken lee they all but then cause ken lee ,wing shing , wai yew and lls wan go there early cause dun wan to meet up sum people so suan lor ! I at home slow slow take my bath after that go to do all the stuff . I only remember that they all said before wear casual former ! omg i dun like former but for respect people so i olso bring one shirt then fetch liang wei and kok how ! They two are in former shit then fetch edwin omg former olso ! So on the traffic light need to wait about 2 minute fast fast change my shirt then straight go to the mines ! wuhuuu first thing sure go to find my fren ! Then eric told me that reserve nice place for me ! O.o so good lar him then i go inside find them starting i really dun dare to sit beside her ! So go out take a smoke only come back again . When come back liang wei sit already lol then wai yew they all say sumthing lol dare already straight away call liang wei change place ! Then after we sit no longer ken lee asked after this wan go where ? Some say yam cha some say wan go home cause tml need to exam that is wai yew and kok how ! So ken lee say wan clubbing anot ! Then a lot of us olso ON lor ! wai yew olso let us tham untill go lor ! So after finish the wedding party then we go out to take sum pic by HD leeshen de dick zai ! Then ken lee fetch liang wei and kok how go home cause they two cant go wif us ! I fetch eric back to his house change everything then fetch eric's gf and pui kuan go home ! So rush to cocobanana around 12 . Then pay 75 each person go inside just a few people only ! So starting i think we all olso abit regret la cause really some a few people only ! Start ours drink about 1 o'clock all get high already then i olso dun remember wat happen next only remember is high untill sot already ! Untill dunno wat time park ling one by one call us out ! cause almost close already then when we go out all is blur and one thing i remember is i vomit untill sot wan die jor ! Cause i drink quite a lot , thanks for u all take care me cause i know all my fren wat happen to me ! Then we sit at mamak a while ! Leeshen shout loud he phone lost already and wai yew de phone battery lost lol ! Then my phone keep on ringing cause my dad keep on calling then answer the phone keep on diu 7 me ! Then i already ble already so i answer him dun fan me i will come back soon ! lol this is wat he tell me after the day ! Then i really blur already so can't drive lucky eric not that blur so call him drive back to home my mom is open the big door waiting me ! i olso dun wan care so much go inside then back to room and sleep ! Second day after work go back home my mom dun hav say anything just say dun next time if go drink dun drive only ! Then my father keep on diu diu diu diu ! Then that night i and him dun hav talk to each other untill next morning only talk ! One thing i really wan to tell my father im sorry i not wanted you too worry but u need to understand my feeling cause this few week i had some problem now i just wan to relax and forget everything i wan so pls let me be free abit bah ! Anywhere that was a good good night too me totally forget everything in that night !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-71137982247691482822009-11-30T11:09:00.000-08:002009-11-30T12:32:01.238-08:00IT OVER !This is really over i think there is no more any chances or miracle will happen to me anymore ! But i really want to say that there is no other girl is better then u in my world ! But no matter how i in love with you or no matter how long i loved you , it won't change your mind ! And when you said that word impossible i already know that , there were nothing can't change yours mind except yourself ! When you telling me that answer it was no surprising me cause i already expected that your answer will be that but i dunno why i still can get hurt about it ! And at that time i really dunno how to explain that my feeling cause should i be happy or sad ? happy that i can illusion to you , sad that i cant be with you ? I really dunno ! But the last few day my mood is so down and become more emo this is wat my frens said ! But i olso dunno why just a little bit thing i will get angry so fast ! So now i was pretend that i was back in to mood but i still wasn't ! This week i really tried hard to forget yours face in my mind but i can't ! Really hope that now my brain was a memory card so it easy to delete any thing i want ! Cause it really hard to let you go in my mind !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-26689044664046004802009-11-19T10:20:00.001-08:002009-11-19T10:20:25.193-08:00tea yang -wedding dress lyricstea yang -wedding dress lyrics<br />Some say it's not over , till's its over but i guess it really over now , there's something i wan to say before let you go ! listen , when u hav a fight with him , sometime you cry and feel sad and blue i become hopeful ! My heart aches secretly then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again ! To keep you from figuring out how i feel about you cause then we would be drift apart ! I hold my breath and bite my lips, oh pls leave him and come to me ! Baby pls dun take is hand cause you should be my lady i hav been waiting so long pls look at me now . when the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him how i prayed every night this day would never come ! the wedding dress you are wearing dress ... .... ........ oh no you never knew how i felt about you and i hates you so ,sometimes i wished you would be unhappy ! When im by myself i talk to you like you're here , i've felt so restless every night ,maybe i've know all along that this would happen i close my eyes and dream an endless dream ! pls leave him and come to me BaBY dont hold his hand when he come to you cause you should be my lady ive been waiting you for so long . Look at me now when the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him how i prayed every night that this day would never come the wedding dress you're wearing ..... dress ....... pls be happy with him so that i can forget you pls forget how miserable i looked its going to be unbearably hard for me ! For a long while to come no oh~~~ for such a long time i lived in an illusion like a fool , she is still smiling at me so brightly at me the wedding dress you're wearing ....................its not me oh no .........dress dress ...SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-83063796372039414512009-11-17T01:25:00.000-08:002009-11-17T01:47:34.574-08:006 , 7 /11/09FRIDAY is little park ling birthday so after work i go to his house join them so lepak lepak on there untill 11 ! Then eric say go play snooker but then lee shen they all say go zone x yam cha so go zone x lor ! When we reach there me ,wing shing , kin meng , and lee shen go dai gei ! left eric ,wai yew , edwin ,liang wei and other on ajimal ! lol so i and them play untill 1.30 then come out all gone ! lol yam cha untill 2 all go back ! Then saturday after work 6 o'clock go back home it was jam ! So go untill sri petaling olso using me a lot of time ! Ater i fetch wing shing then straight away go to lee shen house , then go to add petrol ! Ater finish all stuff we go to cheras that tesco waiting for other lee shen fren ! Then 8 sumthing go to nga nga san mean small genting at cheras ! Go there i and wing shing already feel that it was a fucking boring birthday ! lol but it is really cause lee shen call all de fren it almost we dunno each other even one girl which is lee shen invite cause her birthday and lee shen birthday is the same day lee shen olso not knowing her so much even talk less then many people on there ! On there i and wing shing it just like a fool because we two just sitting on there doing nothing ! And one thing i wan to say nga nga san de food is not for people wan is for animal ! hard to eat and hard to pay olso , cause is really small the chicken chop size is like 6cm*6cm only and it was expansive ! So a lot of them olso not full enough for this dinner ! Luck i know cheras got one thai food nice de so after san band straight go to that restaurant for our supper ! Eat untill 1 sumthing only go back home !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-54287788635813236192009-10-30T10:53:00.000-07:002009-10-30T11:02:18.797-07:0030/10/09So fast already nearly october is going to end and november is coming leh ! And today afternoon sumthing happen to me it was my wallet lost already but then find back at information counter ! Today go to work when my father fetch me to midvalley it was still early i start work at 2 but i reach there 1.30 so go to stairs case sit a while then go back to work ! After start work already about 15 minute suddenly lina tell me that is that my wallet lost already then i check my pocket it really losted already then i ask her you take my wallet ar abuthen she tell me , my wallet is at midvalley centre court information counter lol ! Then go down take my wallet luck just lost my money 30 riggit other still in my wallet ! wat a black day !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-10167102420811899382009-10-30T10:19:00.000-07:002009-10-30T11:34:54.616-07:00IFIf there was one chance that you could be closer to me it was in a perfect world if the chance would come it will be in my dream only ! If i want to say whats on my mind i will said 'i miss you badly' would you care about it ? Or would you will try to understand my feeling or you just turns your head away ! Countless times that i have tried to bring myself to get closer to you but everytime when i step closer and closer to you , you will keep on step back and stay distance from me it really hurting me a lot but i still can't let it go ! I was like a fool fell behind deep into your shadows and watching you from afar ! But still i try to let my soul reach out to you someday somehow but i also will let you know that how much that i love you ! If one day, i was able to spread my wings and fly to you if i reached out, would you take my hand or am i asking for too much from you ?SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-86434395788935441272009-10-23T12:13:00.000-07:002009-10-23T12:20:26.729-07:00Maybe Is Time To Give Up !In her mind i think i am not exist at all !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-81188154415242841962009-10-16T10:41:00.000-07:002009-10-16T10:54:49.458-07:0013/10/09 tuesdayToday after work plan to go out yam cha wif wing shing ,ken lee and sam ! Actually today i though that 8 o'clock only go out but then at 7 sumthing suddenly ken lee call and ask me where am i ? i feel so wired so a few that guy will call me so early to come out but then he told me that he just crash on sri petaling ipoh chicken rice shop then i olso get a shock cause he say untill like a big accident ! So go out early a bit about 7.30 try to find him at where but can't find it so giv up go to fetch wing shing only go find him again ! Still can't found him so call him that we all will waiting him at his house about 8 sumthing he come back already ! wtf when his call seem crash untill almost the window olso broke or more ! But when i saw his car it just like ntg happened then i ask him where got crash ? Then just show me in-front that bumper lol just only a bit ! so da jing xiao gua ! maybe first time is like that dun hav experience gua ! After we know about his story then go to kfc for ours dinner then go cyber time for dagei boring after finish our game go yam cha then go back home !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-71698219051035375762009-10-10T11:34:00.000-07:002009-10-10T12:05:15.595-07:00moon cake festival untill now !emm long time dun hav updated my blog leh ! so updated a bit to my beloved viewer ! <br />start at mooncake festival <br />that day is saturday it should be pass wif family and relative but i need to work untill ten o'clock so dun hav pass wif my relative there all after i work call my brother come to fetch me as fast as possible cause today ken lee house got bbq party so need to rush home first then change my shirt then drive out to ken lee house when i almost wanted to reach ken lee house fei lou and wing shing is stand in front ken lee house then just jump in my car and say need to go 7-eleven and buy candle ! lol 7-eleven got candle to seal ? i olso dun car so much go to 7-eleven at oug when i parked my car and go down saw wai kit long time didn't saw this lan-c guy already so talk about a few minute then go to bus stop to light up the candle ! =.= lame rite ! so after we finish watching ours candle finish then go back to ken lee house bbq ! At the first time i tot those chicken wing is prepared for us but then fei lou and wing shing tell me that this 30 or 40 chicken wing is fei lou ,ken lee and wing shing rush out to buy for us ! o.O then start to q our chicken wing on the part we hav sum game ! Is quite lame but funny ! the game rule is sumone tell you a singer name then you must say a part of chorus of the song so need to join although i know my myself hav a (sexy voice ) but olso need to sing ! So start ours game after that sam aka cnn when he come this game going more funny and funny cause he can sing untill dun hav tempo it just like studying the lyrics ! Untill 12.30 we sing more louder especially fei lou and on that time my place is facing to ken lee's house living room and olso facing his father his father face going darker and darker when we talk and sing louder ! So untill 1 sumthing i call them go out play candle again so fast fast clean up all the thing and go to play candle ! So when we playing the candle olso hav capture sum pic but i din't upload on here you all can go to see lee shen blog or scoth aka fei lou ! this night really giv me a memories about we after spm dun hav work dun hav study that time ! <br /><br />TUESDAY 6/10/09 <br />Today is my off day not need to work so i though that i can sleep untill die but early in the morning about 10 my phone is ringing up ! i dunno who call me i just pick up cause my phone is just put beside my bed ! It was wing shing he call me to come out now but i tell him let me sleep untill i enough only come out lah ! so cut the phone and go back to sleep untill 1 o'clock fei lou and him olso call me then i only get down from my bed and take a shower ! About 3 o'clock i only go to fetch them then head to carefour cause i need to cut my hairs so they two olso follow me to carefour then they two go to mamak stall yam cha and i go to e&m for my hairs cut ! woo long time dun hav feel that going saloon cause i already about half year or maybe more then that dun hav go to saloon ! Then find back steven to cut my hairs after finish my hairs cut go to net-studio for daigei we tot that lee shen , wai yew ,sam , sze wei they all will come cause every tuesday normally we olso go to pasar malam ! But this time because of lee shen he ffk so dun wan go to pasar malam ! Then we go to ajimal razim for eat dinner then go back home ! <br /><br />9/10/09-10/10/09 <br />This two day nothing special just this two night also go cc dai gei untill 1 oclock ! And i now i olso have sum problem about sleeping i can't sleep well ! It make me very tired ! MAybe is a lot of thing to think and fan ! THE END !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-85326177139814443832009-09-29T09:43:00.000-07:002009-09-29T09:54:12.523-07:00beauty and the beast !This few day i heard back the old song call beauty and the beast ! This song is quite nice but then this song olso make me think back about the movie of beauty and the beast ! I think this fairy tales story should cut it and don't let those children see anymore cause is a lie to our new generation ! This is because in real life that beauty never ever in love with a beast or even dating with beast wan ! But if this story should change to that because that beast is a prince and had a lot of money then this is why that beauty will be with him ! This is the real world how it work , dun always that tell ours new generation a lie this is wat moral we study about !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-41796890602008631942009-09-22T09:35:00.000-07:002009-09-22T10:01:23.567-07:0022/9/09Today about ten o'clock i wake up then go to take a bath then straight away take all my fustal stuff go to score arena ! when i go reach there , there is no anyone on they so i get down the car and take a walk ! after two minute i heard that a lamborghini engine sound , then saw that lee shen reach already so on kin meng olso come already ! we wait about 10 minute all is come already then start our match ! play untill 12.30 then go to eat wif them ! Actually i tot that go to kuchai or sri petaling to eat but park ling say go to oug for ours lunch so everybody go to oug eat that chicken rice ! That chicken rice not nice at all de ! then after finish ours meal everybody going back home ! And in the evening wing shing called me that 7 o'clock come to fetch him at mid valley so dun hav choice cause his sumthing go fetch me olso ! Then i about 7 wan go out already but no car so need to wait untill 7.50 then go fetch sze wei straight away drive faster then last time go to midvalley fetch that sohai ! Then after fetch him we straight ahead go to pasar malam ! When we reach to pasar malam the first thing is go to ours old place the (xi mi luu) ! <br />When i sit down no longer then waiyew tell me that PEIJIE is there then i tot his joking and all my fren olso thinking that he joking ! Then i go to see other place then that peijie was just standing infront of the ximilu ! I really get a big shock then use my phone call her cause she seem like dun hav saw me then after she pick up the phone only saw me and the gang ! lol actually i think that she olso get scare by my gang already after she buy jor her ximilu then walk away leh !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-23940528660547774062009-09-17T09:20:00.000-07:002009-09-17T09:21:40.155-07:00衛蘭-雜技當我靠近 臉上盡是密雲<br />傻人都知一心對我降溫<br />你在迴避我親近 沒疑問<br />最後悔 試過故意對你倍加關心<br />誰知你竟會抗拒我的慰問<br />彷彿尷尬地撞到路人 我這樣笨<br />只想見你但是盡量合群<br />明明相交不深我也上心<br />你良朋像我兄弟 沒遺憾<br />最重要 我試過說偶爾也想單身<br />提醒你不會揹上太多責任<br />委屈到這樣造作<br />只想博到同情與好感<br /><br />* 我不怕 死心不息愛你<br />表演討好的雜技<br />不惜更改性格都想配合你<br />施展魔鬼的嫵媚<br />加起修女莊嚴難以令你在意得到轉機<br />然後我 假裝瀟灑對你<br />偷歡偷不到妒忌<br />花心癡心竟然同樣不震撼你<br />哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄<br />大概正中你厭惡的禁忌<br />難道要我說我愛到想死<br />威脅若拒絕我便逼死你<br />又怕越快被你拋棄 *<br /><br />猜想你最近在服侍別人<br />仍然一聲不響免太貼身<br />鬥命長亦鬥寬大 只要忍<br />冷待我 也要免強對你笑得開心<br />如果不想答我永遠不會問<br />小心到以為能夠<br />得到報答垂憐我苦心<br /><br />Repeat *<br /><br />曾炫耀偉大無悔換一點感動<br />曾強調最在乎你換一點激動<br />而你 愛完了 不會懂 不屑懂<br />死心不息無人歌頌<br />曾用盡了種種方式對你<br />種種討好的雜技<br />不惜更改性格都想配合你<br />施展魔鬼的嫵媚<br />加起修女莊嚴難以令你在意得到轉機<br /><br />然後我 假裝瀟灑對你<br />偷歡偷不到妒忌<br />花心癡心竟然同樣不震撼你<br />哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄<br />大概正中你厭惡的禁忌<br />難道要我說我愛到想死<br />威脅若拒絕我便逼死你<br />無非要 要爭一口氣<br /><br />this lyrics is meaning full !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-89698909217962396952009-09-07T10:34:00.000-07:002009-09-10T10:32:26.889-07:00A story about a stupid guy !this is a story about a stupid guy fall in love with a girl about 9 year ! This story is start from being on year 2000 , this is the guy who is just only standard four , this year there was a transfer student name xxx she was so pretty and cute ! So that guy was in love at first sight so everyday he also tried hard to make her attention on him . One day teacher said change place for sit with other student because at primary school every half year need to change place ! That guy was so lucky cause teacher is change a place that him to sit beside that girl ! So in this half year that guy is more crazy in love with the girl ! And one day tat girl give a pen to that guy ! That guy was totally happy with that and that pen he was keep untill now a day ! After half year pass through half year and goes to standard five this is a bad news for the guy cause the girl will change to other class ! At that time the guy is try to stay connect with her but class is too far from each other so it hard to talk with her ! Untill standard six the last year and last day of the school that guy tell to the girl that he in love with her but she just don't have said a word and walk a way ! That guy was just break down but he doesn't give up still in loving with her ! After that standard six going to form 1 every one is lost contact ! But that guy try many way to try to connect with that girl for this two year ! Although in this two year that guy sure have hit up some girl in secondary school but she are far more better then them ! Untill form 3 everybody is playing msn and friendster ! So because of this ,one of the guy friend was found that girl msn ! After that the guy sure go make a msn and find her ! After he was try to his best to find a way to chat with her after pass through one year that guy was tried to confessions to her , he just sms that girl that " do u have boy friend " but that girl dun have reply him ! Then the second day the guy sms her " why don't have reply me " and so the girl reply that " I DUNNO HOW TO REPLY YOU ! WE BETTER BE FRIEND " ! At that time that guy was totally hurt , and so he go to drunk everyday night and start smoking for autotomy ! But untill now that guy was still in love with her ! It was stupid right ? Some of his friend say that he respect him that so crazy in love with her ? Is it worth to respect ? This call stupid is nothing to respect that ! Or we should call that guy to let it go or continues to in love with her ? But jie you are the most wonderful girl that i ever met in my life ! i can't even forget your face in my mind !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-68221612157104801862009-09-01T10:22:00.000-07:002009-09-02T08:07:46.266-07:00My birthday 1/9/09<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNf47Iz1MREj4rOeqZsKkTxjOgWum6f1RCVNluV2MbwT275wHs8QDvuig14Jt6sZXGZC2tU0HzN_B5gaEgdVM6bcIQknirG3E36rLviOwPF_SCzzTpHYoke68ELgG7-O4brjoOEBvQWrKA/s1600-h/9330_274823530594_884555594_8723632_6173928_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNf47Iz1MREj4rOeqZsKkTxjOgWum6f1RCVNluV2MbwT275wHs8QDvuig14Jt6sZXGZC2tU0HzN_B5gaEgdVM6bcIQknirG3E36rLviOwPF_SCzzTpHYoke68ELgG7-O4brjoOEBvQWrKA/s400/9330_274823530594_884555594_8723632_6173928_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376886550582019922" /></a><br /><br /><br />Before i birthday i actually dun hav plan to make a party , after i hang out wif lee shen they all then at night come to my house eat steamboat then they only call me to make a party for my birthday for 18 ! So firstly i though tat go to sing k just call a few people then i call them eric said tat he dun hav so much money to go sing k anymore cause wai yew birthday just pass two week only so i change to plan to hoho ! But then one day come out yam cha again then only remember telephone fan tim ! Then change plan dun every time olso go hoho change to telephone fam tim ! So keep on call people but got a lot i olso dun hav call ! hehe dun blame me ! Then untill today morning actually i olso dunno got who coming then evening i go out yam cha wif lee shen and wing shing still dunno got who come then lee shen tell me tat got call lai wah tat gang ! Then received one sms she dun hav come disappointed already ! suan lah then i go back to fetch my little sister and my brother go home already 7.15 then take a both and make my hairs ( i got hairs back already no more botak ) then go out fetch wing shing so after fetch wing shing straight go to telephone fam tim then only knew tat quite a lot of people ! get a shock ! kin meng and sam giv me a special present and jun hin olso giv me a fake hairs bender lol quite cute ! Then lai wah gang come and bring a birthday cake for me ! After we finish our meal actually still got a lot dun hav finish cause need to blow cake already then take out and start sing birthday song and those candle a lot is dun hav lighted up cause too many fan already after they sing the birthday song then take sum picture then only wish ! When we taking picture i already started take sum cream from the cake and put on my fren face then after take picture then eric they all use more then me and pic on my face summore after cut the cake they take out one piece of them and call me use the mouth to take out the candle i know they wan to play so let them play lor ! After tat i wash my face and go to giv them cake then need to rush to fetch dai lou and ah kie actually i olso lazy to fetch them but wing shing already call them then go fetch ! Then before start the car go to fetch them eric ask me later where to meet then say pool court ! Then ok ! I call wing shing follow me but sam and fat lou wan follow olso shit ! On the way they all open the song loud untill high already then after fetch dai lou and ah kie straight away go back to kuchai pool court then only know them change to bukit jalil yam cha =.= ! then i think why dun hav call me ? Then i see my phone shit hang already so restart it then only knew tat they call me so many time so fast fast up to the car then go but i wan drive faster but got two world heavy champion on behind shit wan drive fast olso hard ! untill there i think is already 10.35 then sit on there yam cha then 11 sumthing eric and edwin go back ! Then we sit untill 11.30 then san band ! dai lou and wing shing wan go play pool haizz then fetch ah kie go back home ! you all know tat just pass through my house but cannot go home tat feel ! not fun at all ! Then after fetch ah kie back then fetch them to wei sei kai play pool but pool already got a bunch of ah pak playing so go infront abit tat pool play ! After tat i accompany untill 10 minute then i go back home ! Anywhere thanks for my fren coming to celebrate my party and wish ! appreciate tat !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-30151041411045129662009-08-24T10:24:00.000-07:002009-08-24T10:49:26.631-07:0024/8/2009Actually today not thing to mention about it ! But after i go yam cha come back really wan to tell all my fren never ever wan lee shen fetch if u dun dare lol ! tak boleh tahan ! more excited to sit roller coaster ! Today work untill 10 then before 9 lee shen say will come to find me in mid ! But wing shing dun hav work so he cancel tat he come to mid so plan to yam cha ! Then me ok lo ! I thought tat my car still at home but then my mom call me tat she come to fetch me and the saga and accord olso dun hav at home shit ! Just left the unswer at home so dun wan drive call lee shen come to fetch me ! 10.45 sumthing lee shen come to my house and fetch me although my bro drive back the accord come back already but my father already giv a ( o da ) to my bro say tat i cannot drive the accord go out cause scare me go out so late ! Actually is scare me crash it only ! Then nvm lo got driver summore not need me to drive ! Then went up to the car start scare already cause wing shing tell me tat he drive kencil go to cut a RX-7 omg ! Can't image that ! On the way to steven corner actually from my house to there no need to use up to 3 minute but lee shen use less then 3 minute image tat he drive how fast ! Then reach jor steven corner blow water untill 1am then go back sit lee shen car again wahh ! This time he just like (micheal 输不迟) fast untill sot jor like tat ! lucky my house is near by only if not i olso going sot wif him already ! And inside the car still hav kin meng and wing shing to fetch ! lol untill my house wing shing and kin meng also cannot tahan anymore but they still got a far way to go home really kesianya O.o !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5624915122950958085.post-16096950049132622152009-08-20T09:45:00.001-07:002009-08-20T10:17:49.896-07:00my dear wai yew birthday ! 19/8/2009this few day i really tired all because of he birthday ! sunday i work full day already then monday sam dun hav come because of sick actually lina call (pig on_) do full de ! then i scare wednesday tat day lina will call me do full day so i help (pig on) do lo ! then tuesday do morning olso then at night lee shen say come out yam cha untill 12 o'clock then go home chat wif my dear wai yew untill 2 sumthing if i dun hav remember wrong ! Then wednesday do morning again ! After 6 o'clock (fong gong) then on the way go back home wai yew call me say tat maybe will change to 8 o'clock , then i call lee shen 7.30pm will come to fetch him lol ! Then go back home rush to take a bath , then i call wai yew again he say dun hav change to 8 o'clock stat at 9 pm ! So i dun hav rush already eat dinner then watch a while movie i only realize tat i call lee shen wait me at 7.30pm ! Then i 8 o'clock drive to lee shen house , lol kena scold already then when i go out to highway only realize tat already 8.10pm so drive fast a bit ! untill mid already 8.20pm then find parking already used my 10 minute ! Lucky still hav time then go to pool court meet them ! 8.45pm go to the garden start ours sing-k ! When i go to k room feel like dun hav mood or maybe is tired !And there are alot of wai yew college fren so won't like we usually sing-k tat mood no tat open ! And i promise my dad won't drink beer then drink shit i go and drink already i tot need lee shen drive already but tat beer is totaly sudah campur water tidak ada rasa ! So i still can drive ! Play untill 12 wing shing , kang wei and ken lee wan go back jor ! So need cui kek , lol this part is wai yew most happy part he get a kiss from XXX tat he like twice ! lol tat part all scream like hell ! After finsih cui kek and take pic ! Start worry his car dunno park where already =.= need wing shing and kang wei accompany him ! Then they 3 go back jor me more feel sien ! Then wai yew's college fren plan to go other place but i dunno why tat package is 9pm untill 3am de ! quite a waste then 1am go to kuchai lama play snooker untill 2am then they all still wan to plan go to yam cha =.=" then i never mind i still can follow but kok how he need to go home already so (san ben ) all go home ! After i fetch jor kok how and lea brother home , on the way a lot of police car at sri petaling house ! lucky i dun hav drive fast ! Now i think back i so good boy won't drive fast XD ! <br />ANYWHERE i olso wish my dear wai yew happy birthday but the way im not gay XD ! just add the dear for fun !SHEEPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13901369024708761527noreply@blogger.com0