sheep's life

it about time to change

2011-01-02T21:37:00.000-08:00

Haiz another new year this years turn to 20 year old already ! Really feel like 一事无成！just like rubbish ! Fuck my life ! Feeling lifeless ! This week just get a news that sungai wang fotokem gonna close that mean is my job is not steady again ! And i just realize i work so long at fotokem every month about 2800 salary i dun hav save a 100 riggit before in every month ! And still got around 3 month i need to pay insurance for my car ! But sales for now damm fucking slow ! everyday i cant even find 30 riggit (IN) ! Haizz if keep on like that im gonna be mad ! So now i just praying everything gonna be better a bit ! That all i hope !
About like 3 or 4 month i dun hav chat with her so i though that im already giving up but my mind just cant make it ! Everyday i go to facebook the first thing i will automatic go and stalk her profile see her every single status and comments ! Maybe this is the problem i still cant let go bah ! Some times i really hope that i have a gf to accompany me and listen my problem and everything ! But it seem like so hard for me ! Am i worst untill like that ? not even got any chance to get a girlfriend ??? BIG QUESTION MARK ! Mouth saying single is better but the fact is im fucking awful ! Sometime just feeling that im so lonely ! need find a people to accompany also cant ! Alah forget it just be alone !

update update

2010-08-22T09:29:00.001-07:00

Wuhuu finally get my car is a gen-2 i call her as felicia ! although is second hand but i still like it ! Cause is i use my own money and buy ! not those rich guy who call they parents buy for it ! emm i bought this car about one month ago , but actually got a bit problem with the absorber but i need to save sum money only change it ! And started the new job actually this job is just like a sale man although is tired but learn a lot of thing about sale . This month ntg special happen except that day wai yew birthday . That morning go to bank open account then go find my old fren puven have sumdrink at station one ! Untill 6 go back home wash my car then do my other stuff ! Untill 8 rush to wai yew house but on the way the tires pumcik then call my fren to help ! After change the tires then go back home take other car ! On the way to tenji ,ken lee and i drive fast then suddenly one motor go infront of my car ! Then i keep horn, go down the car ask the guy APA HAL DENGAN KAU NI ! then he dun hav say anything just one punch on my chest then show me his gun and police ID ! WTF stun already then he say i drive dangerous then bla bla bla ! Lastly he say luck you still young if not i sure bring you back to breakfield police station ! FUCK you ! Then really no mood jor on that day !
And then today get a phone call from the old company they call me go back work with them and be the supervisor ! But i just started this new job only now you call me go back to work ????? Now you make me more fan lar ! Two olso almost same salary ! fan ar ! Need to think again !

haizz

2010-06-24T12:01:00.000-07:00

Everything is not in my control ! FML my car untill now is delay and delay dunno when only can get it ! And i do need a rest for travel to beach or sumthing else but need to work so even family trips i olso dun hav go except the thailand hat yat trip ! FML
And the other thing is i smoke more heavy leh ! Every time i get stress or suddenly that thinking her i will keep on smoke and smoke ! now i almost one day one pack ! haizz !And im going to change my job i dunno is a suitable for me anot ? But i hav to try ! This job is intro by chew ping , he told me that if i working hard one month salary will get 2000++ so i think is a chance for me ! Although is not easy but i will try my best ! And maybe after i get this job my life will be more under control , there is not shift just only 10 -10 for everyday but nvm i think my life already gone since i start working ,so except work there will be nothing at all for my life ! Now i doing every thing is it just for money or my future ?? Myself olso not so clearly ! I really jealous about those studying life ! Maybe you all will say is nothing to jealous about but at least you all saturday and sunday is free can hang out wif fren for awhile or do wat ever you wanted to do ! For me i hav no time in weekend i need to work ! Is been a year i hav never enjoy my weekend day ! haizz
And one thing i really wan to shout it out i hope that got people will share my secret but there is no one haizz !
So now i will shout it here and let you all see ! This is about her if you know who i saying ! I really dunno how to explain and dunno how to say ! Im trying to not to think about her and not to care about her a things ! But i just cant do it , every night when i open facebook the first thing i will do is go to see her profile and see weather she online anot ! When she online-ing i was like wanna or must chat wif her but i had control myself already not to disturb her ! And told myself that i will never had a chance , and untill the day i dead olso never had a chance ! But i really hope that to know more about you and just can be like a good fren or sumthing else !　Ｊｕｓｔ　ｐｌｅａｓｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　ｃａｒｅ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｍｅ　！ I knew that you told me that we two are impossible , but at least can make a good memory for me mah ? FML I OLSO DUNNO WAT THE HELL IM SAYING !

long time dint update my blog already !

2010-05-04T11:32:00.001-07:00

It been a long time didn't update my blog already ! cause is lazy too updated plus nobody want to see it just like im talking to myself ! But anyway just type to updated to those hav see my blog de !
Emm this few month is ntg special in working just i wan to get my car fast as possible cause im bored wif this job ! I planing to hav a new job is a sales ! But because of my father he esok lusa esok lusa untill now my car olso dunno can get anot ! And he always told me that economy is not good then blablabla call me to do this job first ! Dun so fast go to do sales ! haizz untill now i olso dunno how to do ! Now all i just hope that my car can fast to get it !

17 april 2010
MIST is ok ,ken lee frens sux ! that all ! :/

MY HEART IS DIE-ING !

2010-03-10T11:57:00.000-08:00

27/2/2010

2010-03-01T08:02:00.000-08:00

Today i should work full day but then dun hav so much people in the mall so can go back early ! After work i straight away go to the shop and get the ferrero flower it for pei jie birthday present ! After take that then rush back home take a shower then rush to fetch ken lee cause today hav a show to see but i olso never know so much about that band it call da mouth ! So 8 o'clock we go inside the opera after 15minute that band haven come out so i go to toilet then walk walk ! when i inside the toilet i saw a guy inside the toilet making up ! When he making up he sawing me then seem like wan shake hand wif me but i dunno who is him so walk aways ! After around 9.30 that band only come out so ( da pai ) , then when the band come out on the stage i only realize that i meet that guy on the toilet was one of the member his name is tong hua (DJ)of da mouth ! =.= i told my fren my fren say wtf ! lol so dun care lar after the show is around 10.30 then go back to ken lee's house for steamboat then still making my card for her cause still got a bit haven finish although already make so many day ! Then after finish all thing include my breakfast at 11pm sumthing ! Then go to ajimal yam cha cause i still need pei jie sms me see whether she back home already anot ! But then i wait untill 12 sumthing i sms she dun hav reply so suan lor ! I straight away go to her house to giv her , but when i reach her house her father say she not a home so i just giv to her father then go away already ! Then at the time i olso dunno how to explain my feeling cause i do so many thing actually just wan to see her but haizz dun wan say already ! Luck still hav my heng dai accompany me after i giv the present to her father , go back to ajimal nearby play firework then dai gei ! Untill 3 sumthing go back home giv my father scold because i so late back !

chinese new year 14/2/2010-22/2/2010

2010-02-21T10:15:00.000-08:00

lian 30 day
Today is saturday i sleep untill 1 o'clock then wake up take a bath then eat my breakfast then go out to midvalley wif my bro for shopping and masuk stock for chinese new year ! Around 6 almost finish everything we wanted then go home ! After go home suddenly forgot to buy gam ! So my mom call me go out buy , then i drive out wahh the first time sri petaling like no car at all ! So fast fast buy then go back home for my dinner ! After dinner play we relative arround 11.30 they all go back home cause need all need to go back home for bai bai ! So after 1 finish bai bai go to lee shen's house for gamble ! Untill 3 o'clock we need to move out leh cause leaw family 4 o'clock need to go to airport for they family chinese new year trip ! So left me ,waiyew , park leng and ken lee then we all go to ajimal yam cha ! At yam cha time ken lee said he got a lot of firework inside his car ! lol still wait wat ? 3.45 go behind the ajimal field play our firework ! play untill 4 sumthing then go back home !
chu yi
wake up at 11 very tired already then go down stairs to take my bonus then hav a breakfast then wait untill 1 sumthing go to my grandparents house ! Starting boring then untill 4 sumthing go back home my family all suddenly wan go to jungle tracking wat the fuck so i say i was tired not going to follow ! lol left me home alone then keep calling fren see who is bored at home ! wtf everybody olso busy so nvm stay at home watch horror movie ! Then 7 o'clock go out for dinner untill 11 sumthing go to out wif that three guy olso ! play ours firework at ajimal field first then change to wai sek gai untill 1am starting bored already go to yam cha and wait for kah heng and other come ! After kah heng come go to park leng house for gamble lol ! dun wan say park leng already lose money again ! We play untill 4 sumthing then go back home !
chu er
Lol Wake up at 2 cause really tired then my mom call me 3 o'clock get ready to grandfather house to bai lian but i havent eat anything yet so nvm lor ! I told her i going they wif papa cause my father olso dun wan so early go ! lol untill 5pm go we only go there untill 6o'clock we go for ours dinner ! On the way going ken lee and park leng olso call me go for club tonight ! lol sure on lor ! Then after finish dinner arround 8 go back home take a bath and rush to ajimal meet them ! We sit on there chui sui untill 10 straight away go to kl maison ! Untill there 10.15 wait for jason they all come ! Around 11 o'clock go in the club again dun hav people so wait untill 12 they are a lot of people coming inside but all is guys + is gay ! lol gay in the club wat the fuck so we just sit on there and see those gay at the dance floor dancing ! Untill 2.30 go out nearby mamak yam cha ! this night i dun hav drunk at all ! Then go back to sri petaling play firework untill 4.30 zzzzzz ! then go back home !
chu san
wake up at 11 is was so so tired but need to work so no choice ! Untill 8 o'clock fong gong , go back home take a bath go to park leng house again lol ! gamble untill 3 sumthing then yam cha !
chu xi
I was so tired so sleep untill 2pm + no work so nvm ! Then go accompany my auntie for shopping and then dinner ntg else ! today was a good night cause dun hav go out !
then chu wu and chu liu olso the same after work go out to park leng house gamble again !
chu qi
dun hav work actually my fren plan to go out but then i dun wan cause today is my auntie last day at malaysia she need to go back new zealand ! So morning help her pack up and do other stuff untill 6 then fetch her to airport then olso accompany her untill 8 then go check in ! Then go back to my grandparents house for fetch my brother then 10 sumthing go back home ! after go back home then i go out wif wai yew wing shing and ken lee for yam cha ! Then go to wai yew house to play untill 3 go back home !
chu pa
Today was a damm bored and fan ! 1 o'clock then go to ken lee house play untill 3 sumthing go to kuchai for ours breakfast then go zone-x dai gei ! untill 6 o'clock go back home for dinner then my parents they all go for movie so i at home stay untill 8 o'clock ken lee sms me say go his house again ! =.= so seem i was so boring then go lor ! I 10 o'clock reach ken lee house then wait for lls ,llh ,kang wei ,and park leng come ! Then go to ken lee house chit chat untill 12 go to wai yew house again ! start ours gamble then untill 1 sumthing ken lee brother call him go to one place so i didnt follow straight away go back home !

31/12/09-23/01/10

2010-01-22T09:40:00.000-08:00

Long time dun hav updated my blog already ! cause quite busy now a day and tired !
Let say about new year eve it was fucking bored lar ! Cause i after work then rush back home then change all stuff go fetch wing shing and lee shen ! cause we had a dunno wat party at subang plus we all dunno how to go so call ken lee wait at sunway ! shit after we pass the toll start traffic jam already ! So we almost waste about jam at the sunway almost an hours so change plan go to sunway front door count down ! Then after find parking just rush down to the car cause still got 5 minute already new year so rush to the front door lucky we are at the time ! so just lepak lepak on there then find park ling they all ! And that night a lot of people go clubbing wahh cannot tahan but we wear short pants and slipper so cant go in ! Around 1.30 go back traffic jam again so go back to steven corner arround 2.30 suan lor ! then yam cha at there around 3.30 go back home ! WAT A FUCKING BORING NEW YEAR EVE !
Then the other day olso normal work ,yam cha , eat ,sleep then ntg else ! sien !

24th eve !

2009-12-28T11:09:00.000-08:00

Today actually wasnt my offday but dunno why suddenly other stuff say need to change offday ! lol so good that day is christmas eve and 25 i work noon shift so won't miss this chance go clubbing ! So at morning be good boy stay at home untill 7 then ken lee come to fetch me and other ! So straight away go sunway for ours dinner ! Then go out to buy ours stuff standby go inside for clubbing ! Then we at the opera wait for park ling and sum guys ! But i olso get a shock i though that we only hav below then 10 person come but then one bye one keep coming untill 20 person ! lol but when we on the entrance already starting count down already a bit dissapointed that cant count down inside the club so never mind ! Then go inside alot of people so park ling say go up stairs for a look but when we went to up stairs is just like a pub ! So wait for park ling they all find table after that they found it it cost them 30 buck lol ! Then when i and other go down and see where the fucking table , lol really cant see it just like a small small table for two person but we have 20 person how to squezy in a table like 5 *5 wan ? so dun care lah ! Then the 5 bottle of black label come already shock 20 person 5 bottle ? sure drink untill so blur wan cause sum of them dun hav drink so much especialy kin meng ! Lol Then start our cazy drink wing shing the first guy drop down it just only 1 am or less then that he already blur jor then park ling chee huang kah hong and sei khai try to pull him up but cant to heavy so the pouncer ( dunno how to spekk that) come and take him out to the entrance for sit lol really rugi ! So after that i olso drunk dun remember wat i hav done ! I just remember when i went out the club sitting on the entrance floor that time really blur and i olso dunno why i take out my phone and sms peijie a stupid msg ! @.@ really sorry i doesnt mean to do that ! i olso feel so regret that sms you ! suan lar ! go back to the topic so we blur about 20 minute after they all find all of us ! Then go to the mamak stall then i olso dunno wat happen already just remember a mamak stuff come and scold us say that ' tempat ni untuk buat business bukan untuk vomit ' lol then we sit a while then go back home !

hell night

2009-12-08T08:21:00.000-08:00

6/12/09
tonight is eric sister wedding day so i 6 o'clock after work straight away go back home though that can catch up wif ken lee they all but then cause ken lee ,wing shing , wai yew and lls wan go there early cause dun wan to meet up sum people so suan lor ! I at home slow slow take my bath after that go to do all the stuff . I only remember that they all said before wear casual former ! omg i dun like former but for respect people so i olso bring one shirt then fetch liang wei and kok how ! They two are in former shit then fetch edwin omg former olso ! So on the traffic light need to wait about 2 minute fast fast change my shirt then straight go to the mines ! wuhuuu first thing sure go to find my fren ! Then eric told me that reserve nice place for me ! O.o so good lar him then i go inside find them starting i really dun dare to sit beside her ! So go out take a smoke only come back again . When come back liang wei sit already lol then wai yew they all say sumthing lol dare already straight away call liang wei change place ! Then after we sit no longer ken lee asked after this wan go where ? Some say yam cha some say wan go home cause tml need to exam that is wai yew and kok how ! So ken lee say wan clubbing anot ! Then a lot of us olso ON lor ! wai yew olso let us tham untill go lor ! So after finish the wedding party then we go out to take sum pic by HD leeshen de dick zai ! Then ken lee fetch liang wei and kok how go home cause they two cant go wif us ! I fetch eric back to his house change everything then fetch eric's gf and pui kuan go home ! So rush to cocobanana around 12 . Then pay 75 each person go inside just a few people only ! So starting i think we all olso abit regret la cause really some a few people only ! Start ours drink about 1 o'clock all get high already then i olso dun remember wat happen next only remember is high untill sot already ! Untill dunno wat time park ling one by one call us out ! cause almost close already then when we go out all is blur and one thing i remember is i vomit untill sot wan die jor ! Cause i drink quite a lot , thanks for u all take care me cause i know all my fren wat happen to me ! Then we sit at mamak a while ! Leeshen shout loud he phone lost already and wai yew de phone battery lost lol ! Then my phone keep on ringing cause my dad keep on calling then answer the phone keep on diu 7 me ! Then i already ble already so i answer him dun fan me i will come back soon ! lol this is wat he tell me after the day ! Then i really blur already so can't drive lucky eric not that blur so call him drive back to home my mom is open the big door waiting me ! i olso dun wan care so much go inside then back to room and sleep ! Second day after work go back home my mom dun hav say anything just say dun next time if go drink dun drive only ! Then my father keep on diu diu diu diu ! Then that night i and him dun hav talk to each other untill next morning only talk ! One thing i really wan to tell my father im sorry i not wanted you too worry but u need to understand my feeling cause this few week i had some problem now i just wan to relax and forget everything i wan so pls let me be free abit bah ! Anywhere that was a good good night too me totally forget everything in that night !

IT OVER !

2009-11-30T11:09:00.000-08:00

This is really over i think there is no more any chances or miracle will happen to me anymore ! But i really want to say that there is no other girl is better then u in my world ! But no matter how i in love with you or no matter how long i loved you , it won't change your mind ! And when you said that word impossible i already know that , there were nothing can't change yours mind except yourself ! When you telling me that answer it was no surprising me cause i already expected that your answer will be that but i dunno why i still can get hurt about it ! And at that time i really dunno how to explain that my feeling cause should i be happy or sad ? happy that i can illusion to you , sad that i cant be with you ? I really dunno ! But the last few day my mood is so down and become more emo this is wat my frens said ! But i olso dunno why just a little bit thing i will get angry so fast ! So now i was pretend that i was back in to mood but i still wasn't ! This week i really tried hard to forget yours face in my mind but i can't ! Really hope that now my brain was a memory card so it easy to delete any thing i want ! Cause it really hard to let you go in my mind !

tea yang -wedding dress lyrics

2009-11-19T10:20:00.001-08:00

tea yang -wedding dress lyrics
Some say it's not over , till's its over but i guess it really over now , there's something i wan to say before let you go ! listen , when u hav a fight with him , sometime you cry and feel sad and blue i become hopeful ! My heart aches secretly then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again ! To keep you from figuring out how i feel about you cause then we would be drift apart ! I hold my breath and bite my lips, oh pls leave him and come to me ! Baby pls dun take is hand cause you should be my lady i hav been waiting so long pls look at me now . when the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him how i prayed every night this day would never come ! the wedding dress you are wearing dress ... .... ........ oh no you never knew how i felt about you and i hates you so ,sometimes i wished you would be unhappy ! When im by myself i talk to you like you're here , i've felt so restless every night ,maybe i've know all along that this would happen i close my eyes and dream an endless dream ! pls leave him and come to me BaBY dont hold his hand when he come to you cause you should be my lady ive been waiting you for so long . Look at me now when the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him how i prayed every night that this day would never come the wedding dress you're wearing ..... dress ....... pls be happy with him so that i can forget you pls forget how miserable i looked its going to be unbearably hard for me ! For a long while to come no oh~~~ for such a long time i lived in an illusion like a fool , she is still smiling at me so brightly at me the wedding dress you're wearing ....................its not me oh no .........dress dress ...

6 , 7 /11/09

2009-11-17T01:25:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY is little park ling birthday so after work i go to his house join them so lepak lepak on there untill 11 ! Then eric say go play snooker but then lee shen they all say go zone x yam cha so go zone x lor ! When we reach there me ,wing shing , kin meng , and lee shen go dai gei ! left eric ,wai yew , edwin ,liang wei and other on ajimal ! lol so i and them play untill 1.30 then come out all gone ! lol yam cha untill 2 all go back ! Then saturday after work 6 o'clock go back home it was jam ! So go untill sri petaling olso using me a lot of time ! Ater i fetch wing shing then straight away go to lee shen house , then go to add petrol ! Ater finish all stuff we go to cheras that tesco waiting for other lee shen fren ! Then 8 sumthing go to nga nga san mean small genting at cheras ! Go there i and wing shing already feel that it was a fucking boring birthday ! lol but it is really cause lee shen call all de fren it almost we dunno each other even one girl which is lee shen invite cause her birthday and lee shen birthday is the same day lee shen olso not knowing her so much even talk less then many people on there ! On there i and wing shing it just like a fool because we two just sitting on there doing nothing ! And one thing i wan to say nga nga san de food is not for people wan is for animal ! hard to eat and hard to pay olso , cause is really small the chicken chop size is like 6cm*6cm only and it was expansive ! So a lot of them olso not full enough for this dinner ! Luck i know cheras got one thai food nice de so after san band straight go to that restaurant for our supper ! Eat untill 1 sumthing only go back home !

30/10/09

2009-10-30T10:53:00.000-07:00

So fast already nearly october is going to end and november is coming leh ! And today afternoon sumthing happen to me it was my wallet lost already but then find back at information counter ! Today go to work when my father fetch me to midvalley it was still early i start work at 2 but i reach there 1.30 so go to stairs case sit a while then go back to work ! After start work already about 15 minute suddenly lina tell me that is that my wallet lost already then i check my pocket it really losted already then i ask her you take my wallet ar abuthen she tell me , my wallet is at midvalley centre court information counter lol ! Then go down take my wallet luck just lost my money 30 riggit other still in my wallet ! wat a black day !

IF

2009-10-30T10:19:00.000-07:00

If there was one chance that you could be closer to me it was in a perfect world if the chance would come it will be in my dream only ! If i want to say whats on my mind i will said 'i miss you badly' would you care about it ? Or would you will try to understand my feeling or you just turns your head away ! Countless times that i have tried to bring myself to get closer to you but everytime when i step closer and closer to you , you will keep on step back and stay distance from me it really hurting me a lot but i still can't let it go ! I was like a fool fell behind deep into your shadows and watching you from afar ! But still i try to let my soul reach out to you someday somehow but i also will let you know that how much that i love you ! If one day, i was able to spread my wings and fly to you if i reached out, would you take my hand or am i asking for too much from you ?

Maybe Is Time To Give Up !

2009-10-23T12:13:00.000-07:00

In her mind i think i am not exist at all !

13/10/09 tuesday

2009-10-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

Today after work plan to go out yam cha wif wing shing ,ken lee and sam ! Actually today i though that 8 o'clock only go out but then at 7 sumthing suddenly ken lee call and ask me where am i ? i feel so wired so a few that guy will call me so early to come out but then he told me that he just crash on sri petaling ipoh chicken rice shop then i olso get a shock cause he say untill like a big accident ! So go out early a bit about 7.30 try to find him at where but can't find it so giv up go to fetch wing shing only go find him again ! Still can't found him so call him that we all will waiting him at his house about 8 sumthing he come back already ! wtf when his call seem crash untill almost the window olso broke or more ! But when i saw his car it just like ntg happened then i ask him where got crash ? Then just show me in-front that bumper lol just only a bit ! so da jing xiao gua ! maybe first time is like that dun hav experience gua ! After we know about his story then go to kfc for ours dinner then go cyber time for dagei boring after finish our game go yam cha then go back home !

moon cake festival untill now !

2009-10-10T11:34:00.000-07:00

emm long time dun hav updated my blog leh ! so updated a bit to my beloved viewer !
start at mooncake festival
that day is saturday it should be pass wif family and relative but i need to work untill ten o'clock so dun hav pass wif my relative there all after i work call my brother come to fetch me as fast as possible cause today ken lee house got bbq party so need to rush home first then change my shirt then drive out to ken lee house when i almost wanted to reach ken lee house fei lou and wing shing is stand in front ken lee house then just jump in my car and say need to go 7-eleven and buy candle ! lol 7-eleven got candle to seal ? i olso dun car so much go to 7-eleven at oug when i parked my car and go down saw wai kit long time didn't saw this lan-c guy already so talk about a few minute then go to bus stop to light up the candle ! =.= lame rite ! so after we finish watching ours candle finish then go back to ken lee house bbq ! At the first time i tot those chicken wing is prepared for us but then fei lou and wing shing tell me that this 30 or 40 chicken wing is fei lou ,ken lee and wing shing rush out to buy for us ! o.O then start to q our chicken wing on the part we hav sum game ! Is quite lame but funny ! the game rule is sumone tell you a singer name then you must say a part of chorus of the song so need to join although i know my myself hav a (sexy voice ) but olso need to sing ! So start ours game after that sam aka cnn when he come this game going more funny and funny cause he can sing untill dun hav tempo it just like studying the lyrics ! Untill 12.30 we sing more louder especially fei lou and on that time my place is facing to ken lee's house living room and olso facing his father his father face going darker and darker when we talk and sing louder ! So untill 1 sumthing i call them go out play candle again so fast fast clean up all the thing and go to play candle ! So when we playing the candle olso hav capture sum pic but i din't upload on here you all can go to see lee shen blog or scoth aka fei lou ! this night really giv me a memories about we after spm dun hav work dun hav study that time !

TUESDAY 6/10/09
Today is my off day not need to work so i though that i can sleep untill die but early in the morning about 10 my phone is ringing up ! i dunno who call me i just pick up cause my phone is just put beside my bed ! It was wing shing he call me to come out now but i tell him let me sleep untill i enough only come out lah ! so cut the phone and go back to sleep untill 1 o'clock fei lou and him olso call me then i only get down from my bed and take a shower ! About 3 o'clock i only go to fetch them then head to carefour cause i need to cut my hairs so they two olso follow me to carefour then they two go to mamak stall yam cha and i go to e&m for my hairs cut ! woo long time dun hav feel that going saloon cause i already about half year or maybe more then that dun hav go to saloon ! Then find back steven to cut my hairs after finish my hairs cut go to net-studio for daigei we tot that lee shen , wai yew ,sam , sze wei they all will come cause every tuesday normally we olso go to pasar malam ! But this time because of lee shen he ffk so dun wan go to pasar malam ! Then we go to ajimal razim for eat dinner then go back home !

9/10/09-10/10/09
This two day nothing special just this two night also go cc dai gei untill 1 oclock ! And i now i olso have sum problem about sleeping i can't sleep well ! It make me very tired ! MAybe is a lot of thing to think and fan ! THE END !

beauty and the beast !

2009-09-29T09:43:00.000-07:00

This few day i heard back the old song call beauty and the beast ! This song is quite nice but then this song olso make me think back about the movie of beauty and the beast ! I think this fairy tales story should cut it and don't let those children see anymore cause is a lie to our new generation ! This is because in real life that beauty never ever in love with a beast or even dating with beast wan ! But if this story should change to that because that beast is a prince and had a lot of money then this is why that beauty will be with him ! This is the real world how it work , dun always that tell ours new generation a lie this is wat moral we study about !

22/9/09

2009-09-22T09:35:00.000-07:00

Today about ten o'clock i wake up then go to take a bath then straight away take all my fustal stuff go to score arena ! when i go reach there , there is no anyone on they so i get down the car and take a walk ! after two minute i heard that a lamborghini engine sound , then saw that lee shen reach already so on kin meng olso come already ! we wait about 10 minute all is come already then start our match ! play untill 12.30 then go to eat wif them ! Actually i tot that go to kuchai or sri petaling to eat but park ling say go to oug for ours lunch so everybody go to oug eat that chicken rice ! That chicken rice not nice at all de ! then after finish ours meal everybody going back home ! And in the evening wing shing called me that 7 o'clock come to fetch him at mid valley so dun hav choice cause his sumthing go fetch me olso ! Then i about 7 wan go out already but no car so need to wait untill 7.50 then go fetch sze wei straight away drive faster then last time go to midvalley fetch that sohai ! Then after fetch him we straight ahead go to pasar malam ! When we reach to pasar malam the first thing is go to ours old place the (xi mi luu) !
When i sit down no longer then waiyew tell me that PEIJIE is there then i tot his joking and all my fren olso thinking that he joking ! Then i go to see other place then that peijie was just standing infront of the ximilu ! I really get a big shock then use my phone call her cause she seem like dun hav saw me then after she pick up the phone only saw me and the gang ! lol actually i think that she olso get scare by my gang already after she buy jor her ximilu then walk away leh !

衛蘭-雜技

2009-09-17T09:20:00.000-07:00

當我靠近　臉上盡是密雲
傻人都知一心對我降溫
你在迴避我親近　沒疑問
最後悔　試過故意對你倍加關心
誰知你竟會抗拒我的慰問
彷彿尷尬地撞到路人　我這樣笨
只想見你但是盡量合群
明明相交不深我也上心
你良朋像我兄弟沒遺憾
最重要　我試過說偶爾也想單身
提醒你不會揹上太多責任
委屈到這樣造作
只想博到同情與好感

＊我不怕　死心不息愛你
表演討好的雜技
不惜更改性格都想配合你
施展魔鬼的嫵媚
加起修女莊嚴難以令你在意得到轉機
然後我　假裝瀟灑對你
偷歡偷不到妒忌
花心癡心竟然同樣不震撼你
哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄
大概正中你厭惡的禁忌
難道要我說我愛到想死
威脅若拒絕我便逼死你
又怕越快被你拋棄＊

猜想你最近在服侍別人
仍然一聲不響免太貼身
鬥命長亦鬥寬大　只要忍
冷待我　也要免強對你笑得開心
如果不想答我永遠不會問
小心到以為能夠
得到報答垂憐我苦心

Repeat ＊

曾炫耀偉大無悔換一點感動
曾強調最在乎你換一點激動
而你　愛完了　不會懂　不屑懂
死心不息無人歌頌
曾用盡了種種方式對你
種種討好的雜技
不惜更改性格都想配合你
施展魔鬼的嫵媚
加起修女莊嚴難以令你在意得到轉機

然後我　假裝瀟灑對你
偷歡偷不到妒忌
花心癡心竟然同樣不震撼你
哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄
大概正中你厭惡的禁忌
難道要我說我愛到想死
威脅若拒絕我便逼死你
無非要　要爭一口氣

this lyrics is meaning full !

A story about a stupid guy !

2009-09-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

this is a story about a stupid guy fall in love with a girl about 9 year ! This story is start from being on year 2000 , this is the guy who is just only standard four , this year there was a transfer student name xxx she was so pretty and cute ! So that guy was in love at first sight so everyday he also tried hard to make her attention on him . One day teacher said change place for sit with other student because at primary school every half year need to change place ! That guy was so lucky cause teacher is change a place that him to sit beside that girl ! So in this half year that guy is more crazy in love with the girl ! And one day tat girl give a pen to that guy ! That guy was totally happy with that and that pen he was keep untill now a day ! After half year pass through half year and goes to standard five this is a bad news for the guy cause the girl will change to other class ! At that time the guy is try to stay connect with her but class is too far from each other so it hard to talk with her ! Untill standard six the last year and last day of the school that guy tell to the girl that he in love with her but she just don't have said a word and walk a way ! That guy was just break down but he doesn't give up still in loving with her ! After that standard six going to form 1 every one is lost contact ! But that guy try many way to try to connect with that girl for this two year ! Although in this two year that guy sure have hit up some girl in secondary school but she are far more better then them ! Untill form 3 everybody is playing msn and friendster ! So because of this ,one of the guy friend was found that girl msn ! After that the guy sure go make a msn and find her ! After he was try to his best to find a way to chat with her after pass through one year that guy was tried to confessions to her , he just sms that girl that " do u have boy friend " but that girl dun have reply him ! Then the second day the guy sms her " why don't have reply me " and so the girl reply that " I DUNNO HOW TO REPLY YOU ! WE BETTER BE FRIEND " ! At that time that guy was totally hurt , and so he go to drunk everyday night and start smoking for ａutotomy　! Ｂｕｔ　ｕｎｔｉｌｌ　ｎｏｗ　that guy was still in love with her ! It was stupid right ? Some of his friend say that he respect him that so crazy in love with her ? Is it worth to respect ? This call stupid is nothing to respect that ! Or we should call that guy to let it go or continues to in love with her ? But jie you are the most wonderful girl that i ever met in my life ! i can't even forget your face in my mind !

My birthday 1/9/09

2009-09-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

Before i birthday i actually dun hav plan to make a party , after i hang out wif lee shen they all then at night come to my house eat steamboat then they only call me to make a party for my birthday for 18 ! So firstly i though tat go to sing k just call a few people then i call them eric said tat he dun hav so much money to go sing k anymore cause wai yew birthday just pass two week only so i change to plan to hoho ! But then one day come out yam cha again then only remember telephone fan tim ! Then change plan dun every time olso go hoho change to telephone fam tim ! So keep on call people but got a lot i olso dun hav call ! hehe dun blame me ! Then untill today morning actually i olso dunno got who coming then evening i go out yam cha wif lee shen and wing shing still dunno got who come then lee shen tell me tat got call lai wah tat gang ! Then received one sms she dun hav come disappointed already ! suan lah then i go back to fetch my little sister and my brother go home already 7.15 then take a both and make my hairs ( i got hairs back already no more botak ) then go out fetch wing shing so after fetch wing shing straight go to telephone fam tim then only knew tat quite a lot of people ! get a shock ! kin meng and sam giv me a special present and jun hin olso giv me a fake hairs bender lol quite cute ! Then lai wah gang come and bring a birthday cake for me ! After we finish our meal actually still got a lot dun hav finish cause need to blow cake already then take out and start sing birthday song and those candle a lot is dun hav lighted up cause too many fan already after they sing the birthday song then take sum picture then only wish ! When we taking picture i already started take sum cream from the cake and put on my fren face then after take picture then eric they all use more then me and pic on my face summore after cut the cake they take out one piece of them and call me use the mouth to take out the candle i know they wan to play so let them play lor ! After tat i wash my face and go to giv them cake then need to rush to fetch dai lou and ah kie actually i olso lazy to fetch them but wing shing already call them then go fetch ! Then before start the car go to fetch them eric ask me later where to meet then say pool court ! Then ok ! I call wing shing follow me but sam and fat lou wan follow olso shit ! On the way they all open the song loud untill high already then after fetch dai lou and ah kie straight away go back to kuchai pool court then only know them change to bukit jalil yam cha =.= ! then i think why dun hav call me ? Then i see my phone shit hang already so restart it then only knew tat they call me so many time so fast fast up to the car then go but i wan drive faster but got two world heavy champion on behind shit wan drive fast olso hard ! untill there i think is already 10.35 then sit on there yam cha then 11 sumthing eric and edwin go back ! Then we sit untill 11.30 then san band ! dai lou and wing shing wan go play pool haizz then fetch ah kie go back home ! you all know tat just pass through my house but cannot go home tat feel ! not fun at all ! Then after fetch ah kie back then fetch them to wei sei kai play pool but pool already got a bunch of ah pak playing so go infront abit tat pool play ! After tat i accompany untill 10 minute then i go back home ! Anywhere thanks for my fren coming to celebrate my party and wish ! appreciate tat !

24/8/2009

2009-08-24T10:24:00.000-07:00

Actually today not thing to mention about it ! But after i go yam cha come back really wan to tell all my fren never ever wan lee shen fetch if u dun dare lol ! tak boleh tahan ! more excited to sit roller coaster ! Today work untill 10 then before 9 lee shen say will come to find me in mid ! But wing shing dun hav work so he cancel tat he come to mid so plan to yam cha ! Then me ok lo ! I thought tat my car still at home but then my mom call me tat she come to fetch me and the saga and accord olso dun hav at home shit ! Just left the unswer at home so dun wan drive call lee shen come to fetch me ! 10.45 sumthing lee shen come to my house and fetch me although my bro drive back the accord come back already but my father already giv a ( o da ) to my bro say tat i cannot drive the accord go out cause scare me go out so late ! Actually is scare me crash it only ! Then nvm lo got driver summore not need me to drive ! Then went up to the car start scare already cause wing shing tell me tat he drive kencil go to cut a RX-7 omg ! Can't image that ! On the way to steven corner actually from my house to there no need to use up to 3 minute but lee shen use less then 3 minute image tat he drive how fast ! Then reach jor steven corner blow water untill 1am then go back sit lee shen car again wahh ! This time he just like (micheal 输不迟) fast untill sot jor like tat ! lucky my house is near by only if not i olso going sot wif him already ! And inside the car still hav kin meng and wing shing to fetch ! lol untill my house wing shing and kin meng also cannot tahan anymore but they still got a far way to go home really kesianya O.o !

my dear wai yew birthday ! 19/8/2009

2009-08-20T09:45:00.001-07:00

this few day i really tired all because of he birthday ! sunday i work full day already then monday sam dun hav come because of sick actually lina call (pig on_) do full de ! then i scare wednesday tat day lina will call me do full day so i help (pig on) do lo ! then tuesday do morning olso then at night lee shen say come out yam cha untill 12 o'clock then go home chat wif my dear wai yew untill 2 sumthing if i dun hav remember wrong ! Then wednesday do morning again ! After 6 o'clock (fong gong) then on the way go back home wai yew call me say tat maybe will change to 8 o'clock , then i call lee shen 7.30pm will come to fetch him lol ! Then go back home rush to take a bath , then i call wai yew again he say dun hav change to 8 o'clock stat at 9 pm ! So i dun hav rush already eat dinner then watch a while movie i only realize tat i call lee shen wait me at 7.30pm ! Then i 8 o'clock drive to lee shen house , lol kena scold already then when i go out to highway only realize tat already 8.10pm so drive fast a bit ! untill mid already 8.20pm then find parking already used my 10 minute ! Lucky still hav time then go to pool court meet them ! 8.45pm go to the garden start ours sing-k ! When i go to k room feel like dun hav mood or maybe is tired !And there are alot of wai yew college fren so won't like we usually sing-k tat mood no tat open ! And i promise my dad won't drink beer then drink shit i go and drink already i tot need lee shen drive already but tat beer is totaly sudah campur water tidak ada rasa ! So i still can drive ! Play untill 12 wing shing , kang wei and ken lee wan go back jor ! So need cui kek , lol this part is wai yew most happy part he get a kiss from XXX tat he like twice ! lol tat part all scream like hell ! After finsih cui kek and take pic ! Start worry his car dunno park where already =.= need wing shing and kang wei accompany him ! Then they 3 go back jor me more feel sien ! Then wai yew's college fren plan to go other place but i dunno why tat package is 9pm untill 3am de ! quite a waste then 1am go to kuchai lama play snooker untill 2am then they all still wan to plan go to yam cha =.=" then i never mind i still can follow but kok how he need to go home already so (san ben ) all go home ! After i fetch jor kok how and lea brother home , on the way a lot of police car at sri petaling house ! lucky i dun hav drive fast ! Now i think back i so good boy won't drive fast XD !
ANYWHERE i olso wish my dear wai yew happy birthday but the way im not gay XD ! just add the dear for fun !

FRIDAY 31JULY 2009

2009-08-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

Today is friday normally my friday night olso will go out wif my fren yam cha ! Today olso as normal will go to yam cha at night but to night will be different a bit cause i need to drive to serdang to find eric ! Actually i tot tat today ken lee and i olso will drive car to find him but tat ken lee fong me fei kei he said tat he will drive to serdang eat thing then only find us ! so tat day about 8.10pm go to sri petaling fetch wai yew ,wing shing and lee shen then straight away go to serdang ! When i driving really quite scare , so many life in my hand ! And i olso tell a lies to my father i was go to sri petaling yam cha only ! Then safety reach eric house then go up his house sit a awhile then go to jusco cheras selatan more far a bit there eat steamboat ! Eat untill 10.30 then go back to serdang fetch tat ken lee on the way i almost crash the car ! Then after fetch ken lee go to south city for play snooker ! We play about 11.30 my phone already starting ring untill wan broke already cause my father keep calling and calling ! Then 12.00 fast fast go out tat snooker court and fetch them back one by one ! wah on the way fetch ken lee back really over a bit cause i drive so fast just out side wing shing house tat place i step oil untill 120km then turn a big right 80 km tat car almost wan turn up ! lucky me driving skill over good can handle it ! XD But this time i really make my parents they two worry about me really sorry about tat mom and dad ! I dun wan lie to you two but i know if i said go to serdang u two sure won't let me drive ! ^^

宁愿你永不知道

2009-07-21T09:08:00.000-07:00

情人时节能握手便足够
嘴边的温暖没需要拥有
无聊时间能一起听演奏
跟你就永远止于良朋挚友
宁愿你永不知道
我多想与你好
能做你知己
不必与你拥抱
无谓爱意一宣布
就此把你吓倒
能陪我已很好
欲望未大到高攀不到
维持朋友无需要便拥有
亲昵的感觉已享受得够
灵魂和你同一秒在挥手
恋爱在有无之间仍然引诱
道别了你的好
情人与友好都得不到

6/7/2009

2009-07-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

today i pass my license already ! And today when on the way go to tat test place tat uncle ask me really dun wan learn again ar ! then i said olso dun hav time so not need to learn ! And ask me last week how i fail then i (1-5-1-10) tell him ,i only know tat ,tat jpigj fitnah me ! Tat uncle told me tat actually parking ,up hill and three-point-turn need to rasuh olso ! Then ok lo i olso dun care so much dun wan rasuh them then just go take the test ! ee then pass jor lo ! And one auntie come wif my unlce here 3 times also fail ! And then go home take a bath go to meet wing shing and matthew at the oug bhp station fetch them ! On the way we going to lrt my brother tell me tat sungei wang got h1n1 omg ! i tot we all not going already but then matthew say nvm lah just go lo ! then go untill times square got a bit scare already then dun wan go to sungei wang just stay at times square lo ! Then matthew find his fren and his fren say tat times square olso got two worker kena H1N1 =.= ! zadao after heard this dun hav mood to walk already ! about 10.30 sumthing then we all go back home leh !

i fail my driving test !

2009-06-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

really dulan about my driving test ! go to bukit ok then side parking ok then dunno why tat most easy 3-point turn i fail tat ! =.= at tat time tat stupid jpj guy call me come out from the car then i ask him apa hal ? then he answer me sudah stop 3 kali lah ! then i say apa hanya two kali saja wor ! then he say kau turun saja tak payah cakap banyak banyak ! wat the hell i olso haven finish the turn u say i stop three times already f*** 9 u lah ! pig always is pig they never change ! then ok lo u jpj mah u big lo i can't do anything olso ! then take on the road test fast fast kao tim then pass jor lo ! then next week need to go again and 150 riggit giv those jpigj !

come back from ns a lot of thing change

2009-06-26T09:20:00.000-07:00

Em this few week come out really feel tat a lot of change in my frens ! At lot of them go to college study just left me and ken lee working only ! All olso start they college life ! But got one thing never change is tat all of them still like to blow water !

wai yew - college life for now everyday like very busy de ! Then everytime ask him go out yam cha sure need to go to his house find him wan !

lee shen - lol every time we go out yam cha when he fetch us sure very scare wan but
me still ok cause he driving although like roller coaster but i like tat !And he everytime call him yam cha he sure said tat got a lot of homework then dunno why he still can come out wan !

wing shing - this wan everytime olso said sien this word !Then now he also stop
working full time at body glove leh ! Only at saturday and sunday go back do part time cause he going to study soon ! And now sumtimes come to mid-valley find dailau and ah zhi go cucuk pool table lo !

ken lee - monday untill friday olso work then every friday night sure call us come out yam cha then dagei but always he the first guy always say wan go back early before 12 wan . big bro ar you already 18 lah still cannot go back late wan ! And
on our fren he is the first guy bought a car by himself !

kin meng -he also same as lee shen everytime olso many homework but when we call him
come out sure cannot wan cause he not like lee shen lol ! And he driving olso better then lee shen a lot ! And his sister olso go oversea for study so hope she berjaya come back lah !

jovi-everytime call him come out sure say no money then he sure had money come out wif his gf wan ! i olso sien to call him come out yam cha wif us ! And he no longer a liang di guan he start he college about 1 or 2 month already ! study psycho so anyone got psycho problem can find me now although he still regular !

kok how - this wan not change a lot ! he college life seem like so relax wan ! dunno why ? every night call him yam cha sure can de ! never tolak kita punya ! And he
college olso same class wif pui fun ! lol i can imaging tat two guys at college sure like at primary school wan so 38 lol .

eric- same college and same course wif wai yew olso ! long time din't see him le dunno how he looking now lol !

kang wei- emm after ns come back olso dun hav see him leh ! i heard they said he no longer like ah pak every morning go out to yam cha then play his bird lol now they say him already started college life olso ! If i free sure wan to call him come out yam cha !

My dog CODA is dead

2009-06-15T04:22:00.000-07:00

HIS GRAVE

haizzzzzzzzzzzz my little dog die already this happen so suddenly i olso dunno wat to say ! Saturday tat day i and my family go to genting so my doggie will put on my grandfather house for ONE day only ! Sunday night when we come back to KL then first thing call to my grandfather say to fetch my doggie back then my grandfather say tat coda is dead ! At tat time i think tat i heard wrong faster go to my grandfather and saw coda body is in a plastic bag ! Then my grandfather say tat he run our from his house then maybe get crush by a car ! At tat moment i olso dunno how　ｔｏ　ｅｘｐｌａｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ when i carried his body to the car my tear cant control drop a few tears then take back to home and buried in my house gａｒden ! hope tat coda will rest in peace !

woo finally come back from ns

2009-06-11T11:26:00.000-07:00

woo finally i come back from jail ! haha at there really like jail everything olso need to follow wat the teacher say but i know they wan us be more discipline but i really hate tat ! 3 month at there is really easy pass cause everyday morning need to wake up at 5.30 then go for morning exercise after tat 8 o'clock eat break first then 9 go for moduls class 10.30 breakfirst tea time then 1.30 eat lunch 2.30 go for fizik dunno wat then 4.30 tea time 5.30 exercise time untill 6.30 dinner then muslim 7.30 go for praying then we non-muslim wait untill 8 go to dewan makan for moral class untill 10.30 eat super after super roll-call(the most stupid thing in kem ) after roll-call 11 go back dorm ! every day olso repeat doing the same thing really quite bored ! and everyday olso need to roll-call one day four times is really sux and wasting times ! And the time on kawal olso is very stupid cause we need to kawal at 3 o'clock is the most hotter time this is why everyone go in ns will become more black !And in this 3 month i got problem about discipline so need to wear full loreng for a week tat time is really a shame when ur fren all are wearing own t-shirt and i and my fren wear loreng really shame but one day they need to go out for khidmat negara tat mean is go out to visit sum place i and my fren stay at kem doing bumi hijau when we doing bumi hijau suddenly the commandam come out treat us nugget and other food quite nice hehe ! emm i can't just say tat ns is not fun a all and i olso admit tat i learn a lot of thing at there ! At there i can learn how to play teamwork although before i haven go in ns i already a very teamwork guy hehe , and inside there you will miss your family the first day when i go in and i call my mom using the public phone at tat time i olso dunno how to explain my heart was like wan to cry but can't cry out ! this kind of happen not just me cause my fren on they all olso tell me they got this feel tooo ! And the last day was the most fun after our last dinner the dinner was the greatest ever in the kem when we finish our dinner about 10 sumthing then do sum stuff untill 12 sumthing go back dorm ! 12.30 we start our water ,kiwi, powder ,sardin and ubat gigi war play untill 2 o'clock we go to take a shower for clean up the kiwi on my body then 2.30 go accompany those sabah (tawau) and sarawak's fren to dewan makan for take they bas to klia tat time a lot of people cry but of cause i dun hav cry ! i accompany my fren untill 4 sumthing then go back to dorm take a sleep then early morning wake up and go home !

i will come out soon and see u all how good de

2009-03-17T08:39:00.000-07:00

this thursday is day i go in to ns all my fren olso say joke about my hairs cause need to cut botak and at school i always find way to keep my hairs long so they all now laugh me how u keep ur hairs ! nevermind lah i dun care so much de leh cut botak cut lo anything go inside tat ns olso plan bah !

12/3/2009

2009-03-17T08:16:00.001-07:00

today is the day spm student should remember de day cause today is take spm result
before take result eve we all planed morning go to eat ours last breakfast .Then second day i woke up shit already 10 o'clock we all planed 9 o'clock go to eat breakfast i late already then fast fast go take a shower then call my father fetch me to school take result about 10.30am already reach school already scare the result very bad then don't wan take first go to talk with friendtalk about 11 sumthing only dare to take my result shit when i take result i already know tat is was bad then nvm lo see the result paper should pass de pass should fail de fail lo then we all plan to go to time square watch movie then about 1.30am go to watch movie then 6 o'clock go back home ready lie on the coffin then go back ! Then go home jor then ntg wor my father told me if u wan study college then study lo if don't have heart to study go to work bah ! i know my father already expect that i dun wan study or sumthing else but i dunno i think only lah dunno wat he thinking ! But i still dunno what to yet i think after ns only come back and plan bah !

10 march 2009

2009-03-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

my cap ( i love rainbow .......)
big bang fake lv's cap

Today 10 am i call wing shing he still learning car then i keep on sleep lo sleep until 1 pm then wake up and take a shower wait wing shing's brother come to fetch me then wait until 2.30pm tat idiot wing shing only call me said that now he go to fetch ken lee only come to fetch me ! wtf i waste one and a half hours to wait him then forget it . 3pm only go to bukit jalil lrt station then go to time square start our shopping actually not count is shopping cause wing shing buy he shirt so fast about 5 minute then already buy two T-shirt already then go to sungai wang look for my cap because 19 of march i go to NS so need to buy a cap for cover my botak ! shit can't find that kind of big bang lv's cap (is a fake not real lv brand ) then forget it .Go back time square see extreme shop see then look a cap is quite ok (wing shing use he gay sense to choice ) so i believe him then buy it ! After that go to Mcdonal restaurant sit a while then go back to sri petaling pasar malam .After we eat ours dinner then go to net studio again ,play left 4 dead .It just about 7 o'clock some thing then play until 9 then ken lee said need to go back now then we go out and wing shing call his brother come to fetch us but wing shing's brother need 15 minute only can come to fetch us but then he brother call back said that now he come back from law yat and traffic jam and ken lee parents are keep calling his cellphone and said if he now don't go home sure get kill . LoL so he force to take taxi go back and after he go back he father go call wing shing ask him got go cc anot ? then wing shing sure lie to his father then he not need to get kill by his parents after tat 9.30 some thing i and wing shing call tat lee shen come out but he say his grandnie is at his home now 10 o'clock only can come out then we wait him . 9.55 pm wing shing brother is reach at the pasar malam already then he say he need to walk a while then 10.00pm lee shen really come out already then we tell lee shen we need to go now lol saw his face already know that he bei song then never mind . we company him walk about one round pasar malam then go home XD
And still got two day to go spm result is coming out ! I sure got a bit afraid that my result is bad or worst then i think . But never mind if i think more also useless because already this is passed thing so if want to think is think about myself why before spm don't study hard .

9 march 09

2009-03-08T11:44:00.000-07:00

wah this few day i use a lot of money ar ! 5/3/09 go to pasar malam then dagei finish dagei then we go yamcha lo tat time plan to (put eric aeroplane)but when i call eric he say just only a few people go only then suan lo ! Go to celebrate wif him and tat day because chat about this thing we 3 o'clock only sleep then morning 10 o'clock go to wing shing house then go low yat sing k for celebrate wif eric birthday sing untill 6 sumthing then go back to sri petaling and go to hoho steamboat eat after finish dinner go to dagei again play untill 12am then come out tat net studio yamcha when we sit on the table then only saw a lot of gangster at out side then i know wat happen already gone have a big fight on there then sit about 2 minute they really start fight jor then we sit on there watch movie lo 20 people fight 2 people wah geng lah then fight untill tat mamak stall almost turn back then tat 20 people run away . then tat 2 guy call police then the movie is end already ! Then we all go home online again and chat untill 3 sumthing then the next day wake up 10 am pretend good boy go eat breakfast wif parents then come back home wait untill 8 o'clock go to ken lee house then we dun wan eat bbq first straight go to dagei again play untill 11.30 pm go back to ken lee house then we only start our bbq . We talk and eat untill almost 3 o'clock go home .Then morning 11 o'clock wake up pretend good boy again go out eat breakfast then come home starting sick already got a bit fever then go sleep sleep untill 7 o'clock go out eat dinner then my bro call me dagei again wah tak boleh tahan already but he force me and call my causin then go lo play untill 1 am .

28-2-2009

2009-02-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

So fast already the last day of feb ! And today is LEE PEI JIE birthday then wish her happy birthday ! This month dun hav work really are so boring and bored lucky got wing shing , ken lee , and lee shen they all can one week can go out two and three time tat olso waste a lot of my money lah ! But nvm lah use money to buy happy is better then at home boring !And i finally know tat where i go to location of NS is just at selangor it is good to know tat i was so near to KL but actually i wan to go to KUANTAN tat area cause it had a kem are near by to the beach ! This month except go out wif them olso hav go to take my undag test and today olso go to heard tat L license amali and then after finish tat class wait about 2 hours (wah lao) gonna be crazy sitting on there alone then Mr wong (teach car man ) call me go out and see tat girl his teaching wan ! Then 30 minute later he call me go in front and drive then go drive lo ! Then start engine press clutch and push to gear one and forgot to let the clutch slowly then mati engine . Start again lo then drive lo go one round already then i keep on add oil tat guy keep call me slow down then slow slow jalan lo sien dao wan die already play untill 30 minute then go to
office sign tat put thumb thing then go back !

22/2/2009 the day i take undang test !

2009-02-24T09:40:00.001-08:00

before 22/2/2009 i was go to mid valley to take salary , about 4 pm i go to mid valley then straight away go to jeep shop then take jor cek then go find eng yoke then we go to starbug yam cha sit on there and talk about 1 hours then plan to go to dagei then walk pass through jeep then they all take me in blow water cause they dun hav thing to do so then talk lo talk about half hour then wah chen know i come here jor then call me go out and blow water again blow untill half hours then body glove tat gang call me go to blow water again blow untill 6.30pm then go dagei then 7 o;clock find eric he say he will off soon then wait him then go to play snooker then play untill 8 o;clock ready to go back .aiks forget to buy the cd then about 8.15pm buy jor cd then still got one hours and more then wait my bro off lo then go to body glove blow water .blow untill 9 then go to jeep blow again blow untill 10 then go back lo .Go home jor then take a bath then study undang and do the test thendo untill 3.30am wan sleep already when i lie on the beb can't sleep de then about 4.30 am start can sleep already shit suddenly phone ring then answer the call lo is eng yoke say his and he fren car broke down already call me to teach him how to fix and his say still dunno wat problem then nvm lo and say later will call back about 5 o'clock really call back then tell me the problem then teach him lo 5.15am sleep already then 7 o'clock my mom wake me up shit late already for take undang test then the uncle is come already and waiting me fast fast take a shower then go down and take the undang book forstudy . Go untill there just only 7.45 then wait lo wait untill really full of spider web already tat worker still haven come yet about 9 sumthing he come jor then we all go up lo then need to wait again wait untill 10 sumthing then i and a few people take test at tat i do about 10 minute finish already at tat time quite scare then recheck again then press the ya tat time really scare untill me wan to pee lucky is lulus this word come out correct 44 question .then go take tat paper go to mamak stall call my mom come and fetch me then at tat time really tired go back home sleep again ! the end of the day taking undang test

心情故事

2009-02-19T08:37:00.000-08:00

上星期我看到一本书是关于一个男孩暗戀一个女生很久了而这本书让我想到一些东西！就是痴心絕對这一四个字！
痴心真的是絕對吗？还是以为手不放开就是痴心绝对？有的人说痴心得暗戀一个人是很伟大的事也有的人说太愚昧了！还是李聖傑唱这首痴心絕對的歌只是给那些暗戀别人的一些安慰吧了？对被爱的人来说可能爱他的人只不过是一个白痴吗？对你们来说痴心是絕對还是白痴呢？对我来说痴心应该是絕對的吧因为就算你得不到你爱的人，至少你所爱的人会知道你有多末的爱她！但我的朋友告诉我痴心不可能絕對只会换来的是伤心和痛苦，而不会有所谓的痴心絕對的那一天。如果痴心真的絕對那有些人爱到人不像人，鬼不像鬼，爱到这样的可怜，被爱的人可能还会把你当做白痴或絕對不会感受到你附出那些爱和伤心被爱的人永遠不了解的！
　
还有一件事是发生在我的一个好朋友的身上，他和他的女朋友分手了！原来他说慢慢的不喜欢他的女朋友还说做单身会比较好吧！我看不止是我的朋友此他男生（虽然我也是男生）都是一样的当初你追她的时候说爱你爱到镇样或着说永远爱你!这都是美丽的谎言!为什么不好好的珍惜爱你们的人呢？就算你们的爱情慢慢的变淡了都可以做会朋友还可以留下一些美好的回忆给大家！分手后连朋友都没得做那又何必呢，看到彼此的不理不睬还躲来躲去的那多无畏呢！有些人想有人爱都没有!所以请你们好好的珍惜爱你们的人不要辜负人家的爱吧!　如果能爱一辈子你爱的人那可是一件很浪漫的事!

11/2/2009

2009-02-15T23:46:00.000-08:00

Today actually me and jeep's stuff planed to go sing-k at this day . At the morning i
sms tat (chu on) to help me to tell the supervisor tat i already confirm tat i dun wan
to go cause lazy and scare tat dun hav people fetch me back at the midnight >.< so dun wan lo then at the evening tracy (a.supervisor) call me say tat i must go then aiya then she say got another manager will fetch me back wor haiyo (hati lembut) then
say go lo
then 9.30pm go to sri petaling lrt station then buy ticket go down when i go down
tat station was just like ruin because there are no anybody just me alone and then
just only hav the bugs and frogs sound quite scary eh and the wait about 20 minute
the lrt only come then i go up to the lrt and sit lo still dun hav people then the lrt
go to bukit jalil i only saw a few people only . Then untill hang tuah station already
10.10pm then i walk to time square all the people is walk to the lrt use sum wired eye
to look at me (is really) because at tat time just only me one person walk to time square tat way all is go to lrt station .then i reach jor time square then go find (chu on)and azie then wait for tracy and jessie come .then around 10.35 pm jessie,tracy,and the maneger i dunno come already then when inside the k room and wait for 3 more person come lo.then start sing lo untill 11.15 pm ah keat ,lina,and ah bee come already then sing and play lo untill 12am the crew bring a birthday cake then we sing birthday song to ah keat then play again . We play untill 2.45 am then
go back leh when i go back to my house already 3.20am leh !

天妒英才啊！

2009-02-10T10:22:00.000-08:00

21/1/2009 tat day i work at full day at the evening my shop tat jessie (shop manager) call me go to the cashier there then ask me tat when i ns then i tell her on march lo
then she tell me a bad news tat is this company hav enough stuff so February no need
me anymore ! then i ask her izzit fired ? she say not just not need me to do only !
wtf this not call fire me still got anything meh ? then i sure nvm de got one month to
let me rest and play ! then this month i think i will use to take L and P license de
of cause got a bit not (laying down) those stuff they all treat me so good and play wif me when i start work and untill the end of the work !

31.12.2008

2009-02-10T09:40:00.000-08:00

before 31.12.08 few day me and my fren are planed to go out to sungai wang to count down then dunno why suddenly say cancel i think because they are tired or dun wan
go to kl cause to many people gua then suan lo ! 30.12.08 ken lee all planed go to
station 1 to celebrate new year ! 31.12.08 me,eric,ka wai and kok how got work then
at 4 pm wing shing they all come to mid valley and wait us untill 10 o'clock ! after
we finish work then straight away go to bus stop take bus to oug central market
then walk to station 1 and chat chat chat lo untill 11.30 pm our table start high
already then 12 pm heard the firework sound then start scream untill the firework
sound dun hav almost like 12.20 pm at tat time the most noisy table is us
then lee shen and ken lee play dunno wat ( dare or not) then if who lose go to kacao
people who dunno of cause tat lee shen lose jor and go to kacao those leng lui
then almost 2.30 pm only all going back and the shit all the people giv money to me
shit i sure know tat they sure giv not enough de especially jun hin tat gangs after
pay money all go back already leave me ,eric , jovi , sear khai , kah hong and ken lee .then see the bill rm 360 they all just giv me rm 300 shit then jovi ken lee and ah khai giv 10 riggit each of them then i vomit RM30 for all of them haizz nvm lah
one year one time RM 30 forget it
then eric come to my house sleep when we sleep already 3.00am then morning
8 am wake up go to work haizz tired !

我最后悔的事

2009-01-30T09:17:00.000-08:00

在我人生中我最后悔的事就是遇上了你如果没有遇上你我想没有比先在过的没那末的辛苦每天都傻傻得想着你每天都傻傻得等待你得出现每天都傻傻得等待你会爱上我的一天但是我都知道那一天不可能会发生在我的身上只可能会发生在我的梦中里有时候我真的很想把你忘了但是我还是办不到什至我尝试过喝酒都还是无法把你忘记可能我真的爱你爱到无发自拔的地步了不过我不会在对你再有任何得痴想了应为我只道我无论如何再說爱你爱到想死只会弄到你对我更烦感所以我只能在你的背后的默默的暗戀着你只有傻傻得等待那一天和痴痴的爱

pangkok trips

2009-01-14T08:42:00.000-08:00

wu finally my comp is fixed
long time didn't on9 leh quite sien at home and i start working leh at jeep
quite good on there i mean like those crew arr all olso treat me so good
kk let talk about this few week wat i have done hehe
first thing i sure we talk about pangkok trip this trip giv me a lot of memories o
go to pangkok eve we all olso go to wing shing house to sleep cause we planed long
time ago then morning we easy to go to school to meet them lo then at the night
we dun hav sleep arr really tired at tat night we gambling untill 2.30 then start
a bit hungry already so go to net studio outside tat dim sum restaurant to eat dim sum at 3.30 then go back to wing shing house at 4.15 sumthing go back to wing shing house
sit a while then change shirt then wing shing bro fetch us to school then we go to
7-11 shop buy sumthing then go back then the bus came already then we all fast fast go
in to the bus then on the way to gua temurung need 4 hours i think on the way i can
sleep de but when they start gambling then i olso start sot jor haizz then suan lo
they all call me play then play lo
then after we reach gua temurung then go inside lo at the first see those rock
really quite sien de then when went inside more need to go through the water is
really fun and jovi de phone is olso spoil on there and he is the only one bring
phone inside de hehe
then after we walk finish the gua temurung then go to eat sumthing then straight away go to pangkok leh then went reach pangkok we go to hotel lo then come out
to eat the night we most sien de cause all gambling gambling only then just only me
and wing shing go to the beach talk talk lo
then went back to hotel call lee shen go out eat burger then went back to sleep leh
tat time almost 3 am
then second day wake up at 7 then brush teeth then go out to eat sumthing then go to
see there de view and buy those (hai chan ) then back to hotel change shirt and go
out to diving lo and pangkok really dirty arr ntg can see wan in the sea and carol
all olso died already then went back to our hotel tat beach then play volley ball
then i go to hotel play psp and wai yew eric they all go to swimming pool play wif
those girl lo
then at night eat self de then go out me and eric go out to find which restaurant
is cheaper lo then find already eat those meal jor then go back hotel then i go to
plan go to beach to play after tat then i call them lo go to the beach then about 20
poeple come and fei sin tat gang dun hav come at the beach we meet sum new fren on
there then we join together and play lo play untill 2 sumthing got a bit rain leh
then go back hotel and call those new fren go to ours hotel to then play untill 3 am
they all go back leh and we all olso starting feel tired then all went to sleep jor
then early morning all wake up and pack up and went back leh
when we reach to kl already 4 oclock leh

Gathering of 6F

2008-12-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

today early in the morning 9.45 woke up and go to take a bath untill 10.15 then go to
lrt . and kok how already on the lrt station leh then we wait the lrt train about
3 minute sumthing then on the train talk about yesterday he go to the prom night thing.
then untill hang tuah station walk to pavilion untill pavilion big door already 11.30
sumthing leh wah late already then fast fast walk to wong kok .when we go inside to
the wong kok restaurant saw teacher saw there all already reach already . then sit down saw a lot of old fren olso not same already especially tat chen pang chun dunno how to spell his name ! then we all start talk talk and take pic then food come all eat jor then when pay bill is most ridiculous wan because we all are plan to treat our teacher wan then turn back she treat all of us 13 people ! haizz then for go out lo and take pic agian then teacher go back already then we all go walk see where can find a place to yam cha finally we olso go to starbutts yam cha talk talk untill 5 sumthing then go back leh !

下雨天

2008-12-10T12:09:00.000-08:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

8/12/08 the day go out shopping

2008-12-09T09:45:00.000-08:00

today go out wif wai yew ,wing shing , lee shen , kok how , ji mao , and edwin . we take lrt to hang tuan then separate walk edwin , kok how and ji mao walk together . then me , wai yew , wing shing and lee shen walk together . first place to go sure go
to cinema check wat movie can watch then we already make decision to watch transpoter 3
but when we go to buy the ticket the sell ticket tat guy ask us are we over 18
and ask us to prove it , shit then cannot buy already lo so force to buy bolt this movie ! after we buy ticket go to mcdonald eat thing then we saw tat a very pretty then
watch watch watch her finally she notice tat four of us are looking at her shit the she went always already so we olso go to other place lo . lol go to kopitiam again this time tat kopi really not worth cause dun hav leng lui >.< to see
then we wait untill 3.10 go in to cinema lo wah the bolt actually not tat worse olso
tat rhino the hamster really are so cute and funny . then finish our movie stat shopping first place go to romp then wai yew buy one shirt on there then we go to sungai wang walk walk and i buy one shirt and wing shing buy two cheap shirt XD
walk untill sien already go back to time square tat( fun hi de ) eat thing
then eat and talk untill 9 o'clock then wan to go back leh
when we walk back pass through a shop tat day sing k i got go in wif wing shing buy the chicken chop we saw tat girl really like anni old already wan
this time we saw again and more comfirm tat is anni old already de face lol hope she won't see this
then take lrt back loo

after spm wild animal time

2008-12-05T11:15:00.000-08:00

of cause the second day we finished jor our spm we sure got go out wan
first day go out is after the second day of account tat day is go out wif waiyew ,eric , ji moa , kok how ,wing shing , lee shen , ken lee and me only
first when we reach time square first thing is go there find ken lee at the takei place then find him
we play around one hour then go to neway sing k and this time de sing k not same as last time tat sing k because last time is cost us 60 riggit but this time only 21 riggit lol really big different
and this time one new people join us is ji mao he is so shy or i dunno lah he sing so less just we sing alot untill 5 o'clock then go out lo go to see got wat shirt or pants to buy then we go to tat kopitiam yam cha for waiting the movie at the yam cha saw alot of leng lui arr of cause we kam lui lah like wai yew say pay 7 riggit for a kopi dun see girl really rugi lol
then we around 7 we go to cinema and watch tat movie twinlight is was a romantic movie of cause not good then tatinic . this movie is about a vampire and a girl fall in love each other then balablabla
u all know de lo
then after finish movie already 10 sumthing then eric go back first then kok how bring us to bukit bintang to see wheater there got thing to eat anot but when see the menu already dun de
cause too expansive >.< then a unlce ask us wan to get a hooker omg then we of dun hav care about him keep walking back to time square then go back to lrt all go back luu
second day i go out wif my old old pals surendran , alex me and my bro go to pavilion watch movie . we watch wushu and when we went in to the cinema wat the fuck only 10 people and plus us only 14 people in the cinema but this movie olso quite nice
then go to see those shirt again and walk walk then go to starbutt drink coffee around 7 walk to lrt lo then when on the lrt we talk about when i change the malaysia to chinesesia lol about this a lot of politic so not so good to talk at here although tat day we crazy already talk so loud at the lrt and the taxi we take! then when we went to telephone fan tim then call eng yoke to come out lo
after tat surrendran say his father need him 10 o'clock must be at bukit jalil station so he went back first after we all finish eat walk to find ee mang and when
we walk suddenly my phone got msg i tot is those lame msg from digi or sumthing else
de then i saw the phone i get a big big shock is LEE PEI JIE wah long time dint chat wif her leh and she so so suddenly sms me and tat msg say (wei wei , are u walking .....) de lol then sambil walk sambil sms lo walk to station one saw ee mang
omg he really change to other person become more lan zai lol
then go to kinara yam cha then go back lo

welcome to my public blog

2008-12-05T11:06:00.001-08:00

emm this not the first blog i had but anywhere this is not important just wan to share my life wif
u all only let talk about before spm bah !

emm quite nerves de before spm because every time i olso think after spm dunno wat to do or go to college this question already make me a few night can't sleep
well so after this i tell myself after spm result come out only make decesion lah
so before the spm 4 day ago i started to study and worries the day before spm i study untill
midnight like 4 sumthing omg is tired then went to school quikly go to famous shop 7-11 buy pandol
then take 2 pills then finish the 1st paper really started worries already cause i dun hav much time think and do the paper 1 . then go to wing shing house study paper 2 de thing then go back to exam
is ok for me paper 2 last the sejarah wahlou ehh dunno wat the paper say just tembak saja then
come out already
the second day study untill 5 sleep one hour then went to school take 2 pills again the pandol then go to exam paper 1 of eng shit again same as the bm not enough to think and do olso then haiizz forget it go to wing sing house again and take 2 more again pills of study the pearl for a while then go to eat come back do the paper 2 is ok not tat hard i think but the section D is the most f**king wan cause i dint focus at the sound machines and tat fucking poem then finsih eng
again sejarah paper 2 f**k f**k f**k when i open it really dunno wat the f**k it writing just simply write sumthing inside then half and hour come out
then the third day study till morning cause take two cup of coffe can't sleep lol so dun hav sleep take two pills pandol go to school for math
why i study so long for math cause when form 4 till form 5 i didn;t study before so need to study
untill like tat this is all my own false gua
lucky i knew all the math waloa after finish math this three day was the f**king hard day i pass this few year or even life
then next week tueday same study moral denfinasi and addmath untill 5 sleep an hour when to school exam addmath lol about addmath i can tell is ok ok lah this is wat i will tell my tuition teacher (vincent) but actullu not tat ok wan i do paper 1 question 1 to 7 only then paper 2 i just do 1 to 2 question only wahsai if he knew this i think he will kill me ! then moral really f**k tat just got three question ask definasi but i olso do all and just do one easy the other wan just write the moral value then wait untill thursday lol the most good wan cause i not need to take any pandol or coffee for study just sleep morning wake up then go to school exam lol all olso dunno de
just see then simply do all half hours then come out already even all my fren lol
go to wing shing house play de play sit de sit worries de worries me just sit on there watching eric play gandthieft aouto lol
then next tuesday fizik lol this is the subject i most love cause it is easy for me all is logic wan so not need like chemistry study those h2o la ti lah o lah ...... wan tat day is easy to think thing so paper 1 and 2 no problem then paper 3 shit stuck already simply do then half hour go back luu . thursday the day i most hate cause 5s2-4 all lc us they all last day of spm . est the subject easy to pass so nothing for me olso then tat day olso go to play badminton
wif ah khai ,ah hong , lee shen , ken lee, ah hong de fren ,kok how and me . wat the fuck 8 paople
play one court wait untill sien lo
the last subject for me is account tat day is monday before tat exam i still got a lot of event to go lol so dun hav study this subject summore if go to college olso need to re-study again cause is use
english wan so malays is just like study basic basic de thing and i see my bro wan all is hardest then out malay alot . this why tat day i dun hav study and giv up this subject . Then after finish account my mood dunno how to explain cause one side is happy another side is sad
happy of cause is spm finally is finish and not need to follow school rules anymore
the sad things is im gonna leave this school already and got 5 year sentiment wif all the fren are not gonna see every day like i olso dunno how to say but i think u all olso knew it how it feel rite ?