MY HEART IS DIE-ING !

27/2/2010

Today i should work full day but then dun hav so much people in the mall so can go back early ! After work i straight away go to the shop and get the ferrero flower it for pei jie birthday present ! After take that then rush back home take a shower then rush to fetch ken lee cause today hav a show to see but i olso never know so much about that band it call da mouth ! So 8 o'clock we go inside the opera after 15minute that band haven come out so i go to toilet then walk walk ! when i inside the toilet i saw a guy inside the toilet making up ! When he making up he sawing me then seem like wan shake hand wif me but i dunno who is him so walk aways ! After around 9.30 that band only come out so ( da pai ) , then when the band come out on the stage i only realize that i meet that guy on the toilet was one of the member his name is tong hua (DJ)of da mouth ! =.= i told my fren my fren say wtf ! lol so dun care lar after the show is around 10.30 then go back to ken lee's house for steamboat then still making my card for her cause still got a bit haven finish although already make so many day ! Then after finish all thing include my breakfast at 11pm sumthing ! Then go to ajimal yam cha cause i still need pei jie sms me see whether she back home already anot ! But then i wait untill 12 sumthing i sms she dun hav reply so suan lor ! I straight away go to her house to giv her , but when i reach her house her father say she not a home so i just giv to her father then go away already ! Then at the time i olso dunno how to explain my feeling cause i do so many thing actually just wan to see her but haizz dun wan say already ! Luck still hav my heng dai accompany me after i giv the present to her father , go back to ajimal nearby play firework then dai gei ! Untill 3 sumthing go back home giv my father scold because i so late back !

chinese new year 14/2/2010-22/2/2010

lian 30 day
Today is saturday i sleep untill 1 o'clock then wake up take a bath then eat my breakfast then go out to midvalley wif my bro for shopping and masuk stock for chinese new year ! Around 6 almost finish everything we wanted then go home ! After go home suddenly forgot to buy gam ! So my mom call me go out buy , then i drive out wahh the first time sri petaling like no car at all ! So fast fast buy then go back home for my dinner ! After dinner play we relative arround 11.30 they all go back home cause need all need to go back home for bai bai ! So after 1 finish bai bai go to lee shen's house for gamble ! Untill 3 o'clock we need to move out leh cause leaw family 4 o'clock need to go to airport for they family chinese new year trip ! So left me ,waiyew , park leng and ken lee then we all go to ajimal yam cha ! At yam cha time ken lee said he got a lot of firework inside his car ! lol still wait wat ? 3.45 go behind the ajimal field play our firework ! play untill 4 sumthing then go back home !
chu yi
wake up at 11 very tired already then go down stairs to take my bonus then hav a breakfast then wait untill 1 sumthing go to my grandparents house ! Starting boring then untill 4 sumthing go back home my family all suddenly wan go to jungle tracking wat the fuck so i say i was tired not going to follow ! lol left me home alone then keep calling fren see who is bored at home ! wtf everybody olso busy so nvm stay at home watch horror movie ! Then 7 o'clock go out for dinner untill 11 sumthing go to out wif that three guy olso ! play ours firework at ajimal field first then change to wai sek gai untill 1am starting bored already go to yam cha and wait for kah heng and other come ! After kah heng come go to park leng house for gamble lol ! dun wan say park leng already lose money again ! We play untill 4 sumthing then go back home !
chu er
Lol Wake up at 2 cause really tired then my mom call me 3 o'clock get ready to grandfather house to bai lian but i havent eat anything yet so nvm lor ! I told her i going they wif papa cause my father olso dun wan so early go ! lol untill 5pm go we only go there untill 6o'clock we go for ours dinner ! On the way going ken lee and park leng olso call me go for club tonight ! lol sure on lor ! Then after finish dinner arround 8 go back home take a bath and rush to ajimal meet them ! We sit on there chui sui untill 10 straight away go to kl maison ! Untill there 10.15 wait for jason they all come ! Around 11 o'clock go in the club again dun hav people so wait untill 12 they are a lot of people coming inside but all is guys + is gay ! lol gay in the club wat the fuck so we just sit on there and see those gay at the dance floor dancing ! Untill 2.30 go out nearby mamak yam cha ! this night i dun hav drunk at all ! Then go back to sri petaling play firework untill 4.30 zzzzzz ! then go back home !
chu san
wake up at 11 is was so so tired but need to work so no choice ! Untill 8 o'clock fong gong , go back home take a bath go to park leng house again lol ! gamble untill 3 sumthing then yam cha !
chu xi
I was so tired so sleep untill 2pm + no work so nvm ! Then go accompany my auntie for shopping and then dinner ntg else ! today was a good night cause dun hav go out !
then chu wu and chu liu olso the same after work go out to park leng house gamble again !
chu qi
dun hav work actually my fren plan to go out but then i dun wan cause today is my auntie last day at malaysia she need to go back new zealand ! So morning help her pack up and do other stuff untill 6 then fetch her to airport then olso accompany her untill 8 then go check in ! Then go back to my grandparents house for fetch my brother then 10 sumthing go back home ! after go back home then i go out wif wai yew wing shing and ken lee for yam cha ! Then go to wai yew house to play untill 3 go back home !
chu pa
Today was a damm bored and fan ! 1 o'clock then go to ken lee house play untill 3 sumthing go to kuchai for ours breakfast then go zone-x dai gei ! untill 6 o'clock go back home for dinner then my parents they all go for movie so i at home stay untill 8 o'clock ken lee sms me say go his house again ! =.= so seem i was so boring then go lor ! I 10 o'clock reach ken lee house then wait for lls ,llh ,kang wei ,and park leng come ! Then go to ken lee house chit chat untill 12 go to wai yew house again ! start ours gamble then untill 1 sumthing ken lee brother call him go to one place so i didnt follow straight away go back home !

31/12/09-23/01/10

Long time dun hav updated my blog already ! cause quite busy now a day and tired !
Let say about new year eve it was fucking bored lar ! Cause i after work then rush back home then change all stuff go fetch wing shing and lee shen ! cause we had a dunno wat party at subang plus we all dunno how to go so call ken lee wait at sunway ! shit after we pass the toll start traffic jam already ! So we almost waste about jam at the sunway almost an hours so change plan go to sunway front door count down ! Then after find parking just rush down to the car cause still got 5 minute already new year so rush to the front door lucky we are at the time ! so just lepak lepak on there then find park ling they all ! And that night a lot of people go clubbing wahh cannot tahan but we wear short pants and slipper so cant go in ! Around 1.30 go back traffic jam again so go back to steven corner arround 2.30 suan lor ! then yam cha at there around 3.30 go back home ! WAT A FUCKING BORING NEW YEAR EVE !
Then the other day olso normal work ,yam cha , eat ,sleep then ntg else ! sien !

24th eve !

Today actually wasnt my offday but dunno why suddenly other stuff say need to change offday ! lol so good that day is christmas eve and 25 i work noon shift so won't miss this chance go clubbing ! So at morning be good boy stay at home untill 7 then ken lee come to fetch me and other ! So straight away go sunway for ours dinner ! Then go out to buy ours stuff standby go inside for clubbing ! Then we at the opera wait for park ling and sum guys ! But i olso get a shock i though that we only hav below then 10 person come but then one bye one keep coming untill 20 person ! lol but when we on the entrance already starting count down already a bit dissapointed that cant count down inside the club so never mind ! Then go inside alot of people so park ling say go up stairs for a look but when we went to up stairs is just like a pub ! So wait for park ling they all find table after that they found it it cost them 30 buck lol ! Then when i and other go down and see where the fucking table , lol really cant see it just like a small small table for two person but we have 20 person how to squezy in a table like 5 *5 wan ? so dun care lah ! Then the 5 bottle of black label come already shock 20 person 5 bottle ? sure drink untill so blur wan cause sum of them dun hav drink so much especialy kin meng ! Lol Then start our cazy drink wing shing the first guy drop down it just only 1 am or less then that he already blur jor then park ling chee huang kah hong and sei khai try to pull him up but cant to heavy so the pouncer ( dunno how to spekk that) come and take him out to the entrance for sit lol really rugi ! So after that i olso drunk dun remember wat i hav done ! I just remember when i went out the club sitting on the entrance floor that time really blur and i olso dunno why i take out my phone and sms peijie a stupid msg ! @.@ really sorry i doesnt mean to do that ! i olso feel so regret that sms you ! suan lar ! go back to the topic so we blur about 20 minute after they all find all of us ! Then go to the mamak stall then i olso dunno wat happen already just remember a mamak stuff come and scold us say that ' tempat ni untuk buat business bukan untuk vomit ' lol then we sit a while then go back home !

hell night

6/12/09
tonight is eric sister wedding day so i 6 o'clock after work straight away go back home though that can catch up wif ken lee they all but then cause ken lee ,wing shing , wai yew and lls wan go there early cause dun wan to meet up sum people so suan lor ! I at home slow slow take my bath after that go to do all the stuff . I only remember that they all said before wear casual former ! omg i dun like former but for respect people so i olso bring one shirt then fetch liang wei and kok how ! They two are in former shit then fetch edwin omg former olso ! So on the traffic light need to wait about 2 minute fast fast change my shirt then straight go to the mines ! wuhuuu first thing sure go to find my fren ! Then eric told me that reserve nice place for me ! O.o so good lar him then i go inside find them starting i really dun dare to sit beside her ! So go out take a smoke only come back again . When come back liang wei sit already lol then wai yew they all say sumthing lol dare already straight away call liang wei change place ! Then after we sit no longer ken lee asked after this wan go where ? Some say yam cha some say wan go home cause tml need to exam that is wai yew and kok how ! So ken lee say wan clubbing anot ! Then a lot of us olso ON lor ! wai yew olso let us tham untill go lor ! So after finish the wedding party then we go out to take sum pic by HD leeshen de dick zai ! Then ken lee fetch liang wei and kok how go home cause they two cant go wif us ! I fetch eric back to his house change everything then fetch eric's gf and pui kuan go home ! So rush to cocobanana around 12 . Then pay 75 each person go inside just a few people only ! So starting i think we all olso abit regret la cause really some a few people only ! Start ours drink about 1 o'clock all get high already then i olso dun remember wat happen next only remember is high untill sot already ! Untill dunno wat time park ling one by one call us out ! cause almost close already then when we go out all is blur and one thing i remember is i vomit untill sot wan die jor ! Cause i drink quite a lot , thanks for u all take care me cause i know all my fren wat happen to me ! Then we sit at mamak a while ! Leeshen shout loud he phone lost already and wai yew de phone battery lost lol ! Then my phone keep on ringing cause my dad keep on calling then answer the phone keep on diu 7 me ! Then i already ble already so i answer him dun fan me i will come back soon ! lol this is wat he tell me after the day ! Then i really blur already so can't drive lucky eric not that blur so call him drive back to home my mom is open the big door waiting me ! i olso dun wan care so much go inside then back to room and sleep ! Second day after work go back home my mom dun hav say anything just say dun next time if go drink dun drive only ! Then my father keep on diu diu diu diu ! Then that night i and him dun hav talk to each other untill next morning only talk ! One thing i really wan to tell my father im sorry i not wanted you too worry but u need to understand my feeling cause this few week i had some problem now i just wan to relax and forget everything i wan so pls let me be free abit bah ! Anywhere that was a good good night too me totally forget everything in that night !

IT OVER !

This is really over i think there is no more any chances or miracle will happen to me anymore ! But i really want to say that there is no other girl is better then u in my world ! But no matter how i in love with you or no matter how long i loved you , it won't change your mind ! And when you said that word impossible i already know that , there were nothing can't change yours mind except yourself ! When you telling me that answer it was no surprising me cause i already expected that your answer will be that but i dunno why i still can get hurt about it ! And at that time i really dunno how to explain that my feeling cause should i be happy or sad ? happy that i can illusion to you , sad that i cant be with you ? I really dunno ! But the last few day my mood is so down and become more emo this is wat my frens said ! But i olso dunno why just a little bit thing i will get angry so fast ! So now i was pretend that i was back in to mood but i still wasn't ! This week i really tried hard to forget yours face in my mind but i can't ! Really hope that now my brain was a memory card so it easy to delete any thing i want ! Cause it really hard to let you go in my mind !