IT OVER !

This is really over i think there is no more any chances or miracle will happen to me anymore ! But i really want to say that there is no other girl is better then u in my world ! But no matter how i in love with you or no matter how long i loved you , it won't change your mind ! And when you said that word impossible i already know that , there were nothing can't change yours mind except yourself ! When you telling me that answer it was no surprising me cause i already expected that your answer will be that but i dunno why i still can get hurt about it ! And at that time i really dunno how to explain that my feeling cause should i be happy or sad ? happy that i can illusion to you , sad that i cant be with you ? I really dunno ! But the last few day my mood is so down and become more emo this is wat my frens said ! But i olso dunno why just a little bit thing i will get angry so fast ! So now i was pretend that i was back in to mood but i still wasn't ! This week i really tried hard to forget yours face in my mind but i can't ! Really hope that now my brain was a memory card so it easy to delete any thing i want ! Cause it really hard to let you go in my mind !

tea yang -wedding dress lyrics

tea yang -wedding dress lyrics
Some say it's not over , till's its over but i guess it really over now , there's something i wan to say before let you go ! listen , when u hav a fight with him , sometime you cry and feel sad and blue i become hopeful ! My heart aches secretly then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again ! To keep you from figuring out how i feel about you cause then we would be drift apart ! I hold my breath and bite my lips, oh pls leave him and come to me ! Baby pls dun take is hand cause you should be my lady i hav been waiting so long pls look at me now . when the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him how i prayed every night this day would never come ! the wedding dress you are wearing dress ... .... ........ oh no you never knew how i felt about you and i hates you so ,sometimes i wished you would be unhappy ! When im by myself i talk to you like you're here , i've felt so restless every night ,maybe i've know all along that this would happen i close my eyes and dream an endless dream ! pls leave him and come to me BaBY dont hold his hand when he come to you cause you should be my lady ive been waiting you for so long . Look at me now when the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him how i prayed every night that this day would never come the wedding dress you're wearing ..... dress ....... pls be happy with him so that i can forget you pls forget how miserable i looked its going to be unbearably hard for me ! For a long while to come no oh~~~ for such a long time i lived in an illusion like a fool , she is still smiling at me so brightly at me the wedding dress you're wearing ....................its not me oh no .........dress dress ...

6 , 7 /11/09

FRIDAY is little park ling birthday so after work i go to his house join them so lepak lepak on there untill 11 ! Then eric say go play snooker but then lee shen they all say go zone x yam cha so go zone x lor ! When we reach there me ,wing shing , kin meng , and lee shen go dai gei ! left eric ,wai yew , edwin ,liang wei and other on ajimal ! lol so i and them play untill 1.30 then come out all gone ! lol yam cha untill 2 all go back ! Then saturday after work 6 o'clock go back home it was jam ! So go untill sri petaling olso using me a lot of time ! Ater i fetch wing shing then straight away go to lee shen house , then go to add petrol ! Ater finish all stuff we go to cheras that tesco waiting for other lee shen fren ! Then 8 sumthing go to nga nga san mean small genting at cheras ! Go there i and wing shing already feel that it was a fucking boring birthday ! lol but it is really cause lee shen call all de fren it almost we dunno each other even one girl which is lee shen invite cause her birthday and lee shen birthday is the same day lee shen olso not knowing her so much even talk less then many people on there ! On there i and wing shing it just like a fool because we two just sitting on there doing nothing ! And one thing i wan to say nga nga san de food is not for people wan is for animal ! hard to eat and hard to pay olso , cause is really small the chicken chop size is like 6cm*6cm only and it was expansive ! So a lot of them olso not full enough for this dinner ! Luck i know cheras got one thai food nice de so after san band straight go to that restaurant for our supper ! Eat untill 1 sumthing only go back home !